My current body temp is 96.6. it runs between 95-97, often leaving me cold and hot at the same time, it is actually quite aggravating, im 47, been this way my whole life, many things wrong most idiopathic, which on top of my constant pain, poor sleep, horrible nutrition due to #poverty, all exacerbate my #anxiety which aggravates and disrupts my #bipolar cycling, and my #ptsd, which leads to even less sleep and less rest which amplifies my pain, and on an on it goes, Im tired.

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#Commentary, #thoughts, #insight, #health, #mentalhealth

In an effort to #fundraise $5million dollars, this #disabled man living in #poverty is offering my #speaking services for a fee of $50k per hour, plus travel and accommodations, I have a wide range of wisdom and knowledge in where I can offer my often incoherent and disorganized thoughts for your event, leaving your guests thoroughly confused and inspired to never attend another speaking engagement again, or realistically, you could simply support me by donating today and enable me to eat, live, take care of myself and create a stable secure, and sustainable life for myself, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

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Failing to and not supporting the #disabled and those living in #poverty, should be deemed inhumane treatment of others and considered a crime against humanity. People are inherently heartless and in general could careless about the #disabled and those of us living in #poverty it really is sad how few actually have compassion for others while each person is one step away from becoming disabled and ending up in poverty yet they willingly ignore those that are.


This #disabled man existing in #poverty is getting older, my health is getting worse, my needs are growing and going ignored, alone in this world, left to suffer each day, living in constant pain, wishing an Angel would come my way, You can never truly comprehend the urgency and the desperation of my pleas for help, for I am but a #disabled man living in #poverty, trying to raise the money to live each day, to have #food to eat, a roof over my head, a mattress to lay down upon, the ability to stay clean and take care of my #health needs, but so many will refuse to help me,

Why does everyone discriminate against single middle aged men that are #disabled and living in #poverty? I desperately need HELP to raise money to buy the Necessities for a Basic Life, I am not able to do this without you, I constantly go hungry, because no one is willing to help raise $$$ so I can afford to take care of myself. $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

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Some Compassion And Support Sure Would Be Nice,
I have so many unseen issues, most don’t realize the true difficulty I endure each day, first I don’t sleep well, for many reasons, from a brain that is constantly in overdrive, to relentless nightmares, to being in constant pain, to not having a decent supportive bed to sleep on, so my days start of painful, tired and overwhelmed before I even get going, Often I go hungry because living in #poverty I simply can not afford #food to eat, I typically only get around 600-800 calories a day when a man my size and age should be getting around 3000 calories a day, as a result despite my appearance I suffer from malnutrition, I have a great deal of difficulty cleaning my tiny cave, from not being able to afford the basics to have cleaning supplies to being physically limited in my ability to do so, I cant hardly bend over, nor can I very easily get up and down off the floor, taking a shower can simply become a serious challenge, and often leaves my exhausted not to mention I cant often afford the basics for personal hygiene, simply washing a dish or standing at the stove at times can be brutal on my back, then there are chores I need to tend to as part of my rent, and those absolutely can be a painful and exhaustive event for me, and those around often don’t even realize and expect more as a result, and if I say I have had enough today, I am questioned, because they assume I did what I did with ease, but they have no idea of the pain and struggle I had to endure to deal with to accomplish the tasks at hand, reading has become trouble some, as world become very blurry and melt together, writing is becoming increasingly difficult, as finding the words is getting harder and harder, being creative used to help but I have been in so much pain, and under so much stress that I often cant even muster up the energy to attempt to be creative, not to mention my camera is failing, my laptop is struggling, and again no money to obtain what I actually need, I have no #healthcare because the laws people pass have really messed that up, and after years fighting to get it resolved I have given up, so I fight through each day to just to suffer the next, I reach out constantly for financial support yet receive nearly nothing compared to what I actually need, this #disable man exists in #poverty, constant pain and my #anxiety exacerbates my #ptsd, my #bipolar cycles, and several other issues, my blood pressure has been all over the place and frankly in a rather obscenely high range for to long, my core body temp has been far lower than the average, while I often feel as though I am on fire, things get darker with my sight each day, and yet to bright, I hear and see so much that is not actually there, so very much wrong and no support nor help to be found, it would really truly help if people could and would help me #fundriase the money I need each day to live, and the money I need to set up a life where I can take care of myself and lessen the effects of poverty and disability on an aging body and mind.

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Welcome


Hello 👋
I am Philip a #disabled man living in #poverty, being #creative in various ways is both therapeutic and my passion, I struggle in many areas of life, and often seek financial aid so that I can afford to take care of myself, I had the chance to setup my own #Friendica instance to communicate with the world, I can always use good friends so if you see this give me a follow #fedi22 @pasjrwoctx👽
When we all live with and show true compassion, respect and love towards one another, we bring dignity to humanity and we as a society can truly prosper.
I am a #disabled man living in #poverty who is a passionately creative Bi-Polar social outcast, who’s goal in life is to inspire others to overcome what ever is holding them back. My mental issues foster my creativity. They allow me to see the world with an open mind. I have compassion towards others, because I know first hand. How hard life can be.

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The darker times get, the more people turn away from helping those most vulnerable and those in need, in prosperity and "healthy" times, people ignore the #disabled and those living in #poverty assuming there is plenty to go around, and when things get dark in the world people seem to go the extra mile to ignore the pleas for help, and really go all out on insuring those in need go without. Humanity knows no sense of community and society has no place for those like me. I beg and ask for help to feed thee, but not day goes by where I dont go hungry. From #food to eat, to rent and clothing to healthcare to personal hygiene you people dont care, for its not your life, its not your strife, you choose to shut the door and simply ignore. No hand to help, no love to give, no compassion to be found no empathy to be felt, a void of life is what the world has become.

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My Vision,


When we all live with and show true compassion, respect and love towards one another, we bring dignity to humanity and we as a society can truly prosper.

Creative Visionary Philip A. Swiderski Jr, Is A passionately creative Bi-Polar social outcast, who’s goal in life is to inspire others to overcome what ever is holding them back. My mental issues foster my creativity. They allow me to see the world with an open mind. I have compassion towards others, because I know first hand. How hard life can be.

2nd Shot Photography is about 2nd chances and using my #Passion of photography to #Create a life for myself, while developing a #Vision to #Help others.

2nd Shot Photography is more than #Photography, it is about Focusing on the shot, the name 2nd Shot Photography came to be out of desire to have a second shot, although sometimes we need a 3rd, 4th, 5th, ect, My goal behind this is to provide a moment of rest for those that are broken, suffering, struggling and otherwise displaced in life, Compassion is to actively remove the burdens of another and give them a moment to rest, to provide them with the help they need to get back on their feet, a Second Shot, if you will, so thats the name, the short story behind it, and what I am working on creating with it, you can support at any time, and sharing is caring, stay tuned to see what develops.

Current Needs And Hope To Do: From Hunger to Hope: A Disabled Man’s Plea for Help Imagine the bite of hunger replaced by hope. One click can make it real. As a disabled man living in poverty with bipolar disorder, PTSD, ADD/ADHD, and severe anxiety, I’m no stranger to hunger and hardship. My reality is a constant battle for basic needs, a fight I wage every day. My Story I’m on SSDI, which means I live on a fixed income of $12,000 a year. I don’t have access to healthcare, transportation, or a support system. I struggle to complete daily tasks, and my mental health is declining due to lack of care. I’m constantly worried about what to eat, where to sleep, and how to make ends meet. But There’s Hope Your kindness can rewrite the script. With just a click, you can transform the clatter of an empty cupboard into the melody of hope ringing in my belly. A single donation becomes a shield against hunger, a warm coat against the biting wind, and a bus ticket towards a future brimming with possibilities.

How Your Donation Helps Here’s how your small act of compassion becomes a giant leap towards stability: A Full Plate: Your gift fills my fridge with nourishing food, fueling my body and mind to battle the storm of bipolar disorder. Warmth Against the Chill: Your generosity drapes me in comfort, shielding me from the harshness of the world and allowing me to focus on healing. Mobility, Not Isolation: Your contribution puts me behind the wheel of opportunity, connecting me to crucial appointments and empowering me to manage my health. Stability, Not Despair: Your kindness becomes the cornerstone of a safe haven, a sanctuary where I can dream and rebuild my life, brick by brick. My Vision I want to build a forever home, a place where I can live without worrying about my basic needs. I dream of creating a creative studio, a tranquil RV camping ground, and a community center. I want to restore an old farm house and turn it into a bed and breakfast. I want to create an organic farm, to never go hungry again, I want to be able to set up as many tiny homes as possible on my property, that will be open to those in need of respite and compassion, a place for those that have been battling a losing fight, so that they can rest and find their footing in life, I want to live a life with purpose and dignity.

The Benefits of Supporting Me By donating to my cause, you’ll not only be helping me achieve my vision, but also contributing to a larger impact: Breaking the Cycle of Poverty: Your support will help me break free from the cycle of poverty and create a sustainable life. Promoting Mental Health Awareness: By sharing my story, you’ll be helping to raise awareness about mental health and the challenges faced by people with disabilities and living in poverty. Empowering Creativity: Your donation will enable me to pursue my creative passions and bring joy to others through my art. Building a Community: Together, we can create a community that values inclusivity, compassion, and support for people with disabilities, and those living in poverty.

How You Can Help I need your help to make my vision a reality. Here are some ways you can help: Donate: Any amount will help, whether it’s $1.50 or $10,000. Your contribution will go towards food, housing, and hiring a qualified advocate to help me navigate the system. Share: Please share my story with your friends and family. I need to reach as many people as possible to make my vision a reality. Support: If you have any skills or expertise that can help me, please reach out. I need advocates, social workers, and professionals who can guide me through this process.

Let’s Rewrite My Story Together Please, share my story. Spread the ripple of possibility. And when you’re ready, join me in this fight with a donation, no matter how small. Together, we can turn hunger into hope, cold into warmth, and isolation into community. Be a Hero in My Story Thank you for taking the time to read my story. Thank you for considering my plea for help. I know that together, we can make a difference.

A home one can own, is a home in one can grow, Security, Sustainability, and Stability are keys to healing past traumas and having a prosperous future, A home one can own, ends poverty, and always offers refuge and the opportunity to provide self sufficiency, Owning my own forever home, will allow me so much more than struggling just to barley exist.

So you maybe wondering how exactly I would use $5million if I was to receive it all at once and today, well let me break it down a little for you, of course it starts with actually receiving enough to cover taxes on $5million and processing fees, anyways your wanting info,

I have a plan of spending $2million on purchasing property, hopefully it is between 100-200acres and would have an old farm house on it that is actually still liveable, and of course an old barn, along with the purchase I am hoping to stay within this price range as a total where I would also build my forever home, a small but efficient home and I would like to of course fully furnish my forever home,

So now I have $3million left, I plan on spending $1million on refurbishing the old farm house and converting it into an bed and breakfast, and renovating the old barn and turning into a bit of a community center, with full laundry and bath facilities, a semi commercial kitchen with a full time coffee cafe, that will offer soup and sandwiches,

Now I have $2million left, in which $500k to set up my small organic farm, and cover all the odds and ends I have yet to deal with, leaving me with around $1.5million which I will use to live off of for the rest of my life, which roughly works out to $37k a year for the next 40 years, allowing me to cover taxes, utilities and all the other life costs.

My hopes are that the bed and breakfast will generate enough money each season to help supplement property maintenance taxes, the community center I hope to sell enough coffee, soups and salads to help fund the farm until it can somewhat sustain its self, along with providing meals and facilities to those in need.

Now of course I am very aware of market changes, and cost of goods, and labor ect and know that things may all have to happen in a slower and out of order pace to truly do what I want, but eventually I hope to be able to add a campground that too will bring in revenue that will help the day to day costs of everything, nothing is really for profit, but for maintenance and slowly growing, in where I also hope to set up several small tiny homes, to offer to those in need of compassionate respite,

I have spent many years thinking and planing and I am confident had some said right now Philip here $5million, go do what you want with it, I can make it both a blessing to me, and for others for years to come. I have chosen Northern Vermont or Maine as my destination of choice, as 4 seasons really fit into the whole artist approach I plan on employing through out my endeavor, along with hopefully the property I select will have a healthy stand of maple trees on, in which I would love to harvest small batch maple syrup from to add to my supplies, and well there is so much more, but spilling the beans sometimes is both overwhelming and self defeating so exactly how all this will happen and work as far as the public is currently concerned is going to remain a bit of a mystery,

Now all I need your support to get this rolling, and as a disabled man living in poverty, and suffering and struggling every single day, there is a very real sense of urgency for your support begin rolling in right now so please share this with everyone in your circle and please support now,

Thank You

Philip A. Swiderski Jr,

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Old Man Yells At Cloud's Rant,


There is an erie silence with in the #fediverse in where people like me that are #disabled live in #poverty and are truly alone in life, can't even be seen nor heard.

I find it increasingly difficult share anything other than my pleas for help, as they go un-seen and unmet, it reduces my being to an unimportant anomaly within a construct of what is supposed to be a united society, so many people potentially see my posts every single day, yet no interaction at all, it really takes the wind out of what ever sails you had, I see so many people in need posting and a few get boosted to the moon and back, others end up like me just shouting into a void, it really drives home the idea among millions of people one is truly alone...

#socialmedia whether #federated or traditional all lacks the ability for those that are #disabled and living in #poverty to be seen and heard, leaving many of us shouting into a void, where our pleas for help are never acknowledged and never satisfied, like much of #society and the #comunity at large, those of us that are disabled and living in poverty are often ignored far to often, exacerbating our suffering and struggling, it is a stain on #humanity for the blatant disregard of any peoples, but it is an insulting transgression to openly ignore the pleas for help, when with just one step anyone can become both disabled and end up in poverty, humans have gone to great lengths to increase the suffering and people have worked extraordinarily hard to cross the street when they see someone in need so they dont have to lend a hand, but they are also the first to scream from the town square it becomes them that are in need, to me people are nothing but a plague of greed and hate, and that is a rather sad observation.

I am so Emotionally, Mentally and Physically drained, my #anxiety keeps getting worse, the physical pain I am constantly in is getting worse, the stress of not being able to financially cover even the bare basics to live has me losing even more sleep than I already do, this #disabled man living in #poverty needs a break, sure most of you think a vacation sounds good when you have had too much going on, but when you have too much that is wrong and no way to deal with it, a vacation not only is a dream, but would be a nightmare, because vacations end, and returning to what ever existence this is, not for the faint of heart. Poverty sucks the life and hope out of the best of us, add being disabled and having no real world support system of any kind, and your fighting just to make it one hour to the next most of the time. Life is a series of battles today I'm ending the day so far from where I wanted to be, it may have me down but tomorrow I will live to fight again and tomorrow I hope to win and that is how I keep going day after day no matter what defeat has no place in my life. But I dam sure need a break, or at the least someone to carry some of the burdens for me, but sadly I am entrenched in a war that I am forced to fight alone.

When you are a #disabled man living in #poverty, you, your needs, your hopes, your very being is ignored and invisible to the world at large, because you see people despise people like me, even though in the blink of an eye they could become me.

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I am tired of people passing the buck, when I call out for help, I am tired of being passed around to organizations that are supposed to help the #disabled and those living in #poverty, that clearly either can not or will not help. I have to become the organization, but I can not do that without your support so I can both live, and be in a position to help others like me, I desperately need a new home, preferably my own forever home in which no one can ever take it away from me, I need to have stability and security and you right can help provide all that, if 5 million people right now today all gave just $1.80 I WOULD HAVE ALL I NEED for the rest of my life to not only live and take care of myself, but to help others like me. PLEASE I AM BEGGING FOR HELP, you have no idea the desperation I am facing, please help NOW, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

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In the dark corners of the universe lies a lonely #disabled man who exists only in #poverty, and has both humble and grand dreams and hopes, but upon each day, he must lay his weary body upon a bed that offers no support, no comfort, and no rest, for he can't afford a new mattress, nor even afford to eat each day, for your support may give life, hope, and a future, as you venture through the cosmos, and you see this man drifting alone, trying so desperately to not lose all hope, reach out your hand and offer compassion, respect and support, for someday the hand reaching out maybe your own, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

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