Hello 👋
I am Philip a #disabled man living in #poverty, being #creative in various ways is both therapeutic and my passion, I struggle in many areas of life, and often seek financial aid so that I can afford to take care of myself, I had the chance to setup my own #Friendica instance to communicate with the world, I can always use good friends so if you see this give me a follow #fedi22 @pasjrwoctx👽
When we all live with and show true compassion, respect and love towards one another, we bring dignity to humanity and we as a society can truly prosper.
I am a #disabled man living in #poverty who is a passionately creative Bi-Polar social outcast, who’s goal in life is to inspire others to overcome what ever is holding them back. My mental issues foster my creativity. They allow me to see the world with an open mind. I have compassion towards others, because I know first hand. How hard life can be.

$5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

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There is an erie silence with in the #fediverse in where people like me that are #disabled live in #poverty and are truly alone in life, can't even be seen nor heard.

I find it increasingly difficult share anything other than my pleas for help, as they go un-seen and unmet, it reduces my being to an unimportant anomaly within a construct of what is supposed to be a united society, so many people potentially see my posts every single day, yet no interaction at all, it really takes the wind out of what ever sails you had, I see so many people in need posting and a few get boosted to the moon and back, others end up like me just shouting into a void, it really drives home the idea among millions of people one is truly alone...

#socialmedia whether #federated or traditional all lacks the ability for those that are #disabled and living in #poverty to be seen and heard, leaving many of us shouting into a void, where our pleas for help are never acknowledged and never satisfied, like much of #society and the #comunity at large, those of us that are disabled and living in poverty are often ignored far to often, exacerbating our suffering and struggling, it is a stain on #humanity for the blatant disregard of any peoples, but it is an insulting transgression to openly ignore the pleas for help, when with just one step anyone can become both disabled and end up in poverty, humans have gone to great lengths to increase the suffering and people have worked extraordinarily hard to cross the street when they see someone in need so they dont have to lend a hand, but they are also the first to scream from the town square it becomes them that are in need, to me people are nothing but a plague of greed and hate, and that is a rather sad observation.

I am so Emotionally, Mentally and Physically drained, my #anxiety keeps getting worse, the physical pain I am constantly in is getting worse, the stress of not being able to financially cover even the bare basics to live has me losing even more sleep than I already do, this #disabled man living in #poverty needs a break, sure most of you think a vacation sounds good when you have had too much going on, but when you have too much that is wrong and no way to deal with it, a vacation not only is a dream, but would be a nightmare, because vacations end, and returning to what ever existence this is, not for the faint of heart. Poverty sucks the life and hope out of the best of us, add being disabled and having no real world support system of any kind, and your fighting just to make it one hour to the next most of the time. Life is a series of battles today I'm ending the day so far from where I wanted to be, it may have me down but tomorrow I will live to fight again and tomorrow I hope to win and that is how I keep going day after day no matter what defeat has no place in my life. But I dam sure need a break, or at the least someone to carry some of the burdens for me, but sadly I am entrenched in a war that I am forced to fight alone.

When you are a #disabled man living in #poverty, you, your needs, your hopes, your very being is ignored and invisible to the world at large, because you see people despise people like me, even though in the blink of an eye they could become me.

$5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

#bipolar,#woctxphotog,#anxiety,#cashapp,#DisabilityAwareness,#DisabilitySupport,#disabled,#food,#FromHungerToHope,#fundraise,#groceries,#health,#HopeRestored,#MentalHealthMatters,#MutualAid,#MutualAidHelp ,#Paypal,#poverty,#PovertyRelief,#pasjrwoctx

!Friendica Developers !Friendica Support As of right now I am not sure if my #Friendica instance is working across the #fediverse as I am not seeing much engagement at all, and more than half of who I am following, I am not receiving their #feeds at all, and at this point I am clueless as to what is going on or how to deal with, because I dont know what is wrong, or if anything is wrong.

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I am not seeing much engagement, more so I am not seeing posts of those I follow across the fediveres, and I know several post a few times a day, but I am not seeing much activity at all, any ideas on what may be going on would be great, and please any directions please make very simple to understand, brain issues, sometimes I struggle grasping things that should be easy. If it matters, I am in cPanel on shared hosting, so not root access to anything.

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