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Nothing like experiencing progressively worsening stiffness and pain all over the body, along with increased weakness exhaustion and spells of extreme tiredness, a constant lower body temperature than normal as mine has been running between 95-96.8 deg, and blood pressure that has been all over the place but often climbing quite high for me 160/120 mean time my pulse rate remains fairly normal around 60-68 resting and around 98 if I have been slightly active and in more pain, my weight has been holding between 250-260, I have noticed marked difference in weakened muscle strength, of course it does not help that being #disabled and living in #poverty, that both my “normal” physical activity is all ready reduces from that of a non-disabled person, but I also have years of very poor dietary nutrition as a result of lacking the money to have food on a day to day basis, and not being able to afford healthy food at all, getting older really does not help matters, as we age we decline in over all health as it is, now add poverty and disability and every year I age is more like 5-10 years for a “normal healthy” person.

I am a #disabled man living in #poverty, my #disability is 60% physical and 40% mental, and as I get older, both of those are increasingly hard to deal with, each day I try to do what I can where I live, as part of my rent is to help out when and as I can, but that is getting harder and harder to do, I am spent, between losing what little strength and physical ability I have left and not getting decent sleep nor having a decent diet, things just keep getting harder, and that causes my #anxiety to get worse which causes my #bipolar to cycle, which causes more lack of sleep, and I am in constant pain, and on and on it goes, at 47 years old I sure wish people could see the value in helping me #fundraise $5million dollars so that I can buy my own property and build my forever home, and have everything I need to never have to worry again, and to alleviate the stress of my day to day situation, and so I can really just age at a pace that wont effect anyone or anything, because in my own home, if I cant or dont feel like it I dont have to do anything for days, weeks, or months at a time and no one can get mad at me. People seem to forget that I am disabled and they dont realize I am getting older, nor do they comprehend that I simply cant afford #food to eat 3 meals a day, often not even one meal a day, that I have no #healthcare, people in general expect me to just keep going like the energizer bunny, when the reality is I am an old broke down ford truck, that on occasion I can get fired up and get a few things done, but more often than not, I really dont have the gas to even stand up, being #disabled and living in #poverty Fucking Sucks! you cant afford to eat when your hungry, you cant afford to take care of your health, you cant afford anything a person needs in life, Poverty Fucking Sucks, but when Your Disabled, it Fucking Blows, and every little thing is compounded a 1000 times and no one really cares to help you. I have so many unseen issues, most don’t realize the true difficulty I endure each day, first I don’t sleep well, for many reasons, from a brain that is constantly in overdrive, to relentless nightmares, to being in constant pain, to not having a decent supportive bed to sleep on, so my days start of painful, tired and overwhelmed before I even get going, Often I go hungry because living in #poverty I simply can not afford #food to eat, I typically only get around 600-800 calories a day when a man my size and age should be getting around 3000 calories a day, as a result despite my appearance I suffer from malnutrition, I have a great deal of difficulty cleaning my tiny cave, from not being able to afford the basics to have cleaning supplies to being physically limited in my ability to do so, I cant hardly bend over, nor can I very easily get up and down off the floor, taking a shower can simply become a serious challenge, and often leaves my exhausted not to mention I cant often afford the basics for personal hygiene, simply washing a dish or standing at the stove at times can be brutal on my back, then there are chores I need to tend to as part of my rent, and those absolutely can be a painful and exhaustive event for me, and those around often don’t even realize and expect more as a result, and if I say I have had enough today, I am questioned, because they assume I did what I did with ease, but they have no idea of the pain and struggle I had to endure to deal with to accomplish the tasks at hand, reading has become trouble some, as world become very blurry and melt together, writing is becoming increasingly difficult, as finding the words is getting harder and harder, being creative used to help but I have been in so much pain, and under so much stress that I often cant even muster up the energy to attempt to be creative, not to mention my camera is failing, my laptop is struggling, and again no money to obtain what I actually need, I have no #healthcare because the laws people pass have really messed that up, and after years fighting to get it resolved I have given up, so I fight through each day to just to suffer the next, I reach out constantly for financial support yet receive nearly nothing compared to what I actually need, this #disable man exists in #poverty, constant pain and my #anxiety exacerbates my #ptsd, my #bipolar cycles, and several other issues, my blood pressure has been all over the place and frankly in a rather obscenely high range for to long, my core body temp has been far lower than the average, while I often feel as though I am on fire, things get darker with my sight each day, and yet to bright, I hear and see so much that is not actually there, so very much wrong and no support nor help to be found, it would really truly help if people could and would help me #fundriase the money I need each day to live, and the money I need to set up a life where I can take care of myself and lessen the effects of poverty and disability on an aging body and mind.

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“Analysis of Progressively Worsening Health Issues in a Disabled Man Living in Poverty1. Introduction:The intricate interplay of physical and mental disability, coupled with the pervasive challenges of poverty and the natural progression of aging, can significantly impact an individual's health and overall well-being. This report aims to analyze the complex constellation of progressively worsening health issues described by a 47-year-old disabled man residing in poverty. By drawing upon provided research materials, this analysis will explore potential medical correlates for the reported symptoms, discuss the profound influence of socioeconomic factors on health outcomes, identify relevant local resources that may offer support, and consider the potential of fundraising as a means to enhance the individual's quality of life. The user's detailed account underscores the interconnectedness of their physical health, mental well-being, the limitations imposed by a 60% physical and 40% mental disability, the daily realities of living in poverty, and the inevitable effects of aging.The user's description vividly illustrates the concept of synergistic vulnerability. In this context, the combination of disability, which often limits physical activity and earning capacity, leads to poverty. This lack of financial resources, in turn, restricts access to essential elements for maintaining health, such as nutritious food and adequate healthcare. Consequently, the initial disability and overall health can deteriorate further, creating a detrimental cycle. This compounding effect highlights the critical need to adopt a comprehensive and integrated approach to fully understand and effectively address the user's multifaceted situation.Furthermore, the user's observation that aging seems to be accelerated due to the combined burden of disability and poverty ("every year I age is more like 5-10 years for a 'normal healthy' person") aligns with extensive research on the social determinants of health. These determinants, which encompass factors like socioeconomic status, access to healthcare, and environmental conditions, have a documented and significant impact on the pace and quality of aging.1 Chronic stress, often a direct consequence of financial instability and the challenges of living with a disability, along with inadequate nutrition resulting from food insecurity and limited access to quality healthcare, are all known to contribute to an acceleration of cellular aging and an increased susceptibility to age-related diseases.32. Comprehensive Symptom Analysis and Potential Medical Correlates:

2.1 Progressive Stiffness and Pain All Over the Body:The user reports a "progressively worsening stiffness and pain all over the body." This widespread and increasing discomfort could correlate with several medical conditions. Fibromyalgia is a chronic condition characterized by widespread musculoskeletal pain, often described as a persistent ache, a burning sensation, or a sharp, stabbing pain. This pain is frequently accompanied by significant stiffness, which can be particularly pronounced after periods of inactivity, such as upon waking in the morning.6 The user's description of pain "all over the body" aligns with the diagnostic criteria for fibromyalgia, which involve pain in multiple regions of the body.8
Autonomic neuropathy, a condition resulting from damage to the nerves controlling involuntary bodily functions, can also manifest with widespread pain and weakness, especially when the underlying cause is an autoimmune disorder.9 While autonomic neuropathy primarily affects functions like blood pressure and temperature regulation, the nerve damage can sometimes extend to sensory nerves, contributing to diffuse pain sensations.11
Multiple system atrophy (MSA), a rare and progressive neurodegenerative disorder, can also present with symptoms including stiff muscles and difficulty bending the arms and legs, mirroring some aspects of Parkinson's disease.13 This stiffness can worsen over time as the condition progresses. Given the user's age of 47, which is approaching the typical age of onset for MSA (50s-60s) 13, this possibility should be considered.
Finally, hypothyroidism, a condition where the thyroid gland doesn't produce enough thyroid hormone, can also lead to muscle and joint pain and stiffness.15 The progressive nature of the user's symptoms could also be consistent with the gradual development of hypothyroidism.17

2.2 Increased Weakness and Exhaustion:The user describes "increased weakness exhaustion and spells of extreme tiredness." This profound fatigue and loss of strength are hallmark symptoms of several conditions. Chronic fatigue syndrome/Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (ME/CFS) is a complex and debilitating disease characterized by extreme fatigue that is not relieved by rest and often worsens after even minimal physical or mental activity, a phenomenon known as post-exertional malaise.18 Weakness is also a commonly reported symptom in individuals with ME/CFS.20 The user's mention of "spells of extreme tiredness" could indicate periods of relapse or exacerbation, which are characteristic of ME/CFS.19
Severe fatigue is also a core feature of fibromyalgia, often described as an overwhelming exhaustion similar to that experienced during a flu-like illness.6 The fatigue associated with fibromyalgia can be just as debilitating as the pain and significantly impact daily functioning.22
Autonomic neuropathy can also contribute to general weakness and a reduced tolerance for physical exertion.9 Damage to the autonomic nerves can affect energy levels and overall physical stamina.11
The progressive loss of motor function in multiple system atrophy (MSA) can manifest as increasing weakness and exhaustion, particularly as movement becomes slower and more difficult.13 The effort required for even simple tasks can lead to significant fatigue.
Hypothyroidism is well-known for causing fatigue and a general feeling of being slowed down.15 The deficiency in thyroid hormone affects metabolism, leading to decreased energy production and persistent tiredness.16
Finally, malnutrition, stemming from the user's years of poor dietary intake, can directly result in weakness, faintness, and profound fatigue due to the body lacking the necessary nutrients for energy production and muscle function.25

2.3 Constant Lower Body Temperature:The user reports a consistently low body temperature "between 95-96.8 deg." This is below the average normal body temperature range (approximately 97.8-99.1°F).26 A persistently low body temperature can be indicative of several underlying medical issues. Hypothyroidism is a significant possibility, as a low body temperature is a recognized symptom, particularly in cases of untreated or severe hypothyroidism.15 Individuals with hypothyroidism often experience cold intolerance as well.27
Autonomic neuropathy can also disrupt the body's ability to regulate temperature, potentially leading to a lower than normal body temperature.9 The autonomic nervous system plays a crucial role in maintaining thermal homeostasis.23
Multiple system atrophy (MSA) can also affect body temperature control, sometimes resulting in a lower core body temperature or symptoms like cold hands and feet.13 Reduced sweating, which can occur in MSA, can impair the body's ability to regulate temperature effectively.13
Malnutrition, particularly severe undernutrition, can also lead to a drop in body temperature.25 The body may reduce its metabolic rate in an attempt to conserve energy when caloric intake is severely restricted, resulting in a lower core temperature.29
While less conclusive, some individuals with chronic fatigue syndrome/Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (ME/CFS) have reported experiencing low body temperatures.30 Chills are also a symptom sometimes associated with ME/CFS, suggesting a possible issue with temperature regulation.19
It is important to note that a body temperature consistently below 95°F is classified as hypothermia, a potentially serious condition requiring medical attention.31 While environmental exposure is a common cause of hypothermia, certain medical conditions like hypothyroidism, malnutrition, and autonomic dysfunction can increase an individual's susceptibility to it.32

2.4 Fluctuating High Blood Pressure:The user's blood pressure "has been all over the place but often climbing quite high for me 160/120 mean time." This indicates significant and fluctuating hypertension. Autonomic neuropathy is a key condition that can cause erratic blood pressure, including episodes of high blood pressure.9 Damage to the autonomic nerves responsible for regulating blood pressure can lead to instability and unpredictable changes.11
Multiple system atrophy (MSA) is also known to cause dysregulation of blood pressure, often manifesting as orthostatic hypotension (a drop in blood pressure upon standing) but can also include supine hypertension (high blood pressure when lying down).13
Hypothyroidism can sometimes be associated with elevated diastolic blood pressure.15 The thyroid hormones play a role in regulating cardiovascular function.35
Changes in blood pressure, including fluctuations, have been reported in individuals with chronic fatigue syndrome/Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (ME/CFS).18 Orthostatic intolerance, where blood pressure regulation is affected by posture changes, is also common.21
The user's high blood pressure could also be a manifestation of secondary hypertension, where the elevated blood pressure is caused by an underlying medical condition. Various conditions, including kidney disease and thyroid problems, can lead to secondary hypertension.37
Labile hypertension is a condition characterized by significant and unpredictable fluctuations in blood pressure, which can be triggered by various factors, including underlying medical conditions like adrenal gland issues or kidney disease.39
Interestingly, there is a connection between low body temperature and high blood pressure. Mild hypothermia can trigger vasoconstriction, leading to an increase in arterial pressure as the body tries to conserve heat.41 Even cool indoor temperatures have been linked to higher blood pressure readings.43 This suggests that the user's low body temperature might be contributing to their elevated blood pressure.

2.5 Normal Pulse Rate:The user's pulse rate "remains fairly normal around 60-68 resting and around 98 if I have been slightly active and in more pain." While generally within the typical resting heart rate range (60-100 beats per minute), the slight increase with activity and pain is a normal physiological response. However, in conditions like autonomic neuropathy, the heart rate might not respond appropriately to activity, or there could be a fixed heart rate.9 In ME/CFS, some individuals experience an abnormal heart rate response to exercise.9 While the user's reported pulse rate seems generally appropriate, further evaluation of heart rate variability and response to specific autonomic function tests might be warranted if autonomic neuropathy is suspected. In hypothyroidism, a slower than normal heart rate (bradycardia) is often observed.15

2.6 Weight Stability:The user's weight "has been holding between 250-260." This weight range falls into the overweight or obese category for most individuals. While stable, it is notable in the context of the user's reported very low caloric intake of 600-800 calories per day. Hypothyroidism can lead to unexplained weight gain due to a slowed metabolism.15 Conversely, malnutrition typically results in weight loss.25 The fact that the user's weight has remained relatively stable despite a severe caloric deficit suggests a significantly reduced metabolic rate, which could be a consequence of underlying hypothyroidism or the body's adaptation to chronic undernutrition by conserving energy.29

2.7 Weakened Muscle Strength:The user has noticed a "marked difference in weakened muscle strength." This symptom is common in several of the potential conditions discussed. Autonomic neuropathy can affect motor nerves, leading to muscle weakness.10 The progressive neurological damage in multiple system atrophy (MSA) causes a gradual loss of motor function and associated muscle weakness.13 Muscle weakness is also a frequently reported symptom in both chronic fatigue syndrome/Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (ME/CFS) and fibromyalgia.19 In hypothyroidism, muscle weakness and soreness are common complaints.15 Furthermore, the user's history of chronic malnutrition would undoubtedly contribute to a loss of muscle mass and overall weakness due to inadequate protein and calorie intake.25 Finally, the user's pre-existing disability and the resulting reduction in physical activity would lead to muscle deconditioning and a perceived decrease in strength.

2.8 Blurry Vision:The user reports "reading has become trouble some, as world become very blurry and melt together." This visual disturbance could have several potential causes. The user's history of significantly elevated blood pressure raises the possibility of hypertensive retinopathy, where damage to the blood vessels in the retina due to high blood pressure can lead to blurred vision and other visual disturbances.46 Autonomic neuropathy can affect the nerves controlling the pupils and eye movements, potentially causing blurry vision and difficulties with light adjustment.9 Multiple system atrophy (MSA) can also cause blurred or double vision and problems with focusing.13 While less common, vision problems can occur in hypothyroidism.11 Additionally, undiagnosed high blood sugar (even without a formal diagnosis of diabetes) can cause temporary blurring of vision due to changes in the lens of the eye.48 Dysautonomia, which can be associated with autonomic neuropathy, can also cause blurry vision, particularly upon changes in posture.49

2.9 Auditory and Visual Phenomena:The user mentions "things get darker with my sight each day, and yet to bright, I hear and see so much that is not actually there." The experience of hearing and seeing things that are not real (hallucinations) can be associated with several factors. Given the user's history of anxiety, bipolar disorder, and PTSD, these mental health conditions are potential contributors to both auditory and visual hallucinations, especially during periods of increased stress or emotional dysregulation.51 Severe sleep deprivation, which the user reports, can also trigger hallucinations.52 Certain neurological conditions, such as MSA and Parkinson's disease, can sometimes involve visual hallucinations.54 While the user reports a lack of healthcare, if they were taking any medications (prescription, over-the-counter, or illicit), some substances can cause hallucinations as a side effect.53 In rare cases, severe infections like sepsis can also manifest with hallucinations.57 The user's description of their sight becoming both "darker" and "too bright" might suggest fluctuations in visual perception, possibly related to migraine-like phenomena or neurological involvement.

3. The Intertwined Impact of Disability, Poverty, and Aging on Health:

3.1 Exacerbation of Health Challenges and Accelerated Aging:The user poignantly states that "being #disabled and living in #poverty" diminishes their physical activity and that "every year I age is more like 5-10 years for a 'normal healthy' person." This observation is powerfully supported by research examining the social determinants of health.1 Poverty acts as a significant stressor on the body and mind, increasing the likelihood of both physical and mental illness, particularly in older adults.1 Individuals living below the poverty threshold often experience greater functional limitations, poorer overall physical and mental health, and a significantly higher mortality rate compared to those with greater financial security.1 The chronic stress associated with financial insecurity, the daily challenges of managing a disability without adequate resources, and the cumulative effects of these stressors can indeed accelerate the aging process at a biological level.4 The user's reduced physical activity due to their disability is further compounded by the limitations imposed by poverty, creating a cycle of decreased mobility and declining physical health. This lack of activity can exacerbate existing conditions and contribute to the development of new health problems, further accelerating the aging trajectory.

3.2 Effects of Chronic Malnutrition:The user vividly describes "years of very poor dietary nutrition as a result of lacking the money to have food on a day to day basis, and not being able to afford healthy food at all," resulting in a typical daily intake of only 600-800 calories. This severe and prolonged undernutrition has profound consequences for the user's health. Research indicates that severely malnourished individuals are particularly susceptible to hypothermia, as their bodies lack the energy reserves to maintain a normal core temperature.58 Malnutrition can lead to a constellation of symptoms including low body temperature, a slowed heart rate, and decreased blood pressure.25 The body's ability to regulate its internal temperature is significantly impaired by inadequate nutrition.60 In fact, studies suggest that a reduced mean body temperature in malnourished individuals might be a physiological adaptation to conserve precious calories.29 Furthermore, chronic undernutrition leads to a depletion of energy stores, resulting in the profound fatigue and weakness reported by the user.28 The lack of sufficient protein intake also directly impacts muscle strength and can contribute to muscle wasting.45 The user's stable weight despite such a low caloric intake likely reflects a severely depressed metabolic rate as the body attempts to survive on minimal energy, a state that is detrimental to long-term health and well-being.

3.3 Barriers to Healthcare Access:The user's statement, "I have no #healthcare because the laws people pass have really messed that up, and after years fighting to get it resolved I have given up," underscores a critical barrier faced by many disabled individuals living in poverty in the United States. Poverty itself is a significant determinant of poor health outcomes, directly limiting access to essential healthcare services and resources.61 This disparity is further amplified for individuals with disabilities, who often face additional obstacles such as inaccessible healthcare facilities, a lack of understanding among healthcare professionals regarding their specific needs, transportation difficulties, and, significantly, higher rates of poverty.62 The user's lack of healthcare coverage prevents them from seeking timely medical evaluations, obtaining accurate diagnoses for their complex and worsening symptoms, and accessing necessary treatments and medications. This absence of care perpetuates a dangerous cycle where untreated health issues can escalate, leading to further disability and a continued decline in overall well-being. The inability to afford healthcare creates an insurmountable barrier to addressing the user's multifaceted health needs.

4. The Role of Mental Health and Sleep Disturbances:

4.1 Interplay of Mental Health Conditions and Chronic Pain:The user eloquently describes a vicious cycle: "things just keep getting harder, and that causes my #anxiety to get worse which causes my #bipolar to cycle, which causes more lack of sleep, and I am in constant pain, and on and on it goes." This accurately reflects the well-documented and complex interplay between mental health conditions and chronic pain.6 Anxiety can significantly heighten an individual's perception of pain, making even minor discomfort feel more intense and pervasive.69 Conversely, living with constant chronic pain can understandably lead to increased anxiety and feelings of distress.6 The user's bipolar disorder is likely exacerbated by the significant stress and lack of sleep they experience. Stress is a known trigger for mood episodes in bipolar disorder, and the constant physical discomfort and worry about basic needs would undoubtedly contribute to this stress.70 Furthermore, the user's PTSD can also be triggered by ongoing stressors and physical discomfort, potentially intensifying anxiety and contributing to the overall cycle of worsening symptoms.70

4.2 Sleep Disturbances:The user's report of not getting decent sleep due to "a brain that is constantly in overdrive, to relentless nightmares, to being in constant pain, to not having a decent supportive bed to sleep on" highlights the significant impact of their mental and physical health on their sleep quality. Sleep disturbance is a core symptom of bipolar disorder, with insomnia being particularly common during depressive phases.72 The "brain constantly in overdrive" likely reflects racing thoughts and worry associated with anxiety, which is a major contributor to insomnia.74 The "relentless nightmares" are a hallmark symptom of PTSD and significantly disrupt sleep patterns.75 Chronic pain, as the user describes, is a well-known impediment to restful sleep, causing awakenings and preventing the attainment of deep, restorative sleep.6 Finally, the lack of a supportive bed due to poverty directly contributes to physical discomfort and can exacerbate pain, further hindering the ability to get adequate rest. This chronic lack of sleep then worsens all other symptoms, including pain, anxiety, and mood instability, creating a detrimental cycle that significantly impacts the user's daily functioning and overall well-being.75

5. Understanding Sensory Changes:

5.1 Worsening Blurry Vision:The user's statement, "things get darker with my sight each day, and yet to bright, I hear and see so much that is not actually there," coupled with the difficulty reading ("world become very blurry and melt together"), suggests a concerning progression of visual changes. The user's history of fluctuating and often high blood pressure is a significant risk factor for hypertensive retinopathy, a condition where the blood vessels in the retina are damaged by elevated blood pressure, leading to blurred vision and potentially more severe vision loss if left untreated.46 Autonomic neuropathy can also affect vision by causing sluggish pupillary responses, making it hard to adjust to changes in light and potentially leading to blurry vision.9 Multiple system atrophy (MSA) can also manifest with visual symptoms, including blurred or double vision and difficulties with focusing the eyes.13 The user's description of their sight becoming "darker" yet "too bright" could indicate issues with light sensitivity, possibly related to migraine-like phenomena or neurological dysfunction affecting visual processing. While less likely without a diabetes diagnosis, it's worth noting that high blood sugar can also cause temporary blurry vision.48

5.2 Auditory and Visual Phenomena:The user's report of hearing and seeing things that are not actually present ("I hear and see so much that is not actually there") indicates the presence of hallucinations. Given the user's history of anxiety, bipolar disorder, and PTSD, these mental health conditions are likely contributing factors to these sensory experiences.51 Hallucinations can occur during periods of high anxiety, stress, or mood episodes in bipolar disorder.53 PTSD, particularly when associated with severe trauma and sleep disturbances, can also lead to both auditory and visual hallucinations.75 The user's chronic and severe sleep deprivation is another significant factor that can trigger hallucinations.52 While less likely without a formal medical evaluation, certain neurological conditions like MSA or Parkinson's disease can sometimes involve visual hallucinations.55 It is crucial to consider these sensory phenomena in the context of the user's overall health profile, including their mental health history and the severe stress they are under.

6. Navigating Healthcare and Potential Diagnostic Pathways:

6.1 Importance of Professional Medical Evaluation:It is paramount to reiterate that the analysis presented in this report is based on the user's self-reported symptoms and the reviewed research material. This information should not be interpreted as a medical diagnosis. Establishing an accurate diagnosis and developing an appropriate treatment plan necessitates a thorough and comprehensive medical evaluation conducted by qualified healthcare professionals.

6.2 Suggested Medical Professionals:The user should prioritize seeking consultation with a General Practitioner (GP) or Primary Care Physician. This physician can serve as the initial point of contact to discuss the wide range of symptoms and coordinate necessary referrals to specialists. The GP can also conduct a general health assessment and explore initial screening tests. Given the constellation of symptoms, referral to a Neurologist is highly recommended to evaluate potential neurological conditions such as autonomic neuropathy or multiple system atrophy (MSA), especially considering the progressive stiffness, weakness, blood pressure fluctuations, blurry vision, and sensory phenomena. Consultation with a Rheumatologist would be beneficial to assess for fibromyalgia, given the user's widespread pain, stiffness, and fatigue. An Endocrinologist should be consulted to investigate potential thyroid dysfunction, particularly in light of the persistent low body temperature and its possible influence on other symptoms. Finally, continued care and evaluation by a Psychiatrist or other mental health professional are essential for the ongoing management of anxiety, bipolar disorder, and PTSD, as well as to further assess and address the reported auditory and visual phenomena.

6.3 Potential Diagnostic Tests:Depending on the findings of the initial medical evaluations, several diagnostic tests might be recommended. To assess for autonomic neuropathy, these could include autonomic function tests (measuring heart rate and blood pressure responses to various stimuli), a tilt-table test (monitoring blood pressure and heart rate changes with posture), a quantitative sudomotor axon reflex test (QSART) and a thermoregulatory sweat test (evaluating sweat gland function).12 Blood tests may also be ordered to identify underlying causes such as diabetes, autoimmune disorders, or infections.79 For multiple system atrophy (MSA), a thorough neurological examination, a detailed review of the user's medical history, autonomic function tests (including lying and standing blood pressure measurements), and an MRI of the brain (to look for characteristic patterns of atrophy) are typically employed.13 A sleep study might also be recommended to evaluate for sleep disorders common in MSA. The diagnosis of chronic fatigue syndrome/Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (ME/CFS) is primarily clinical, based on the user meeting specific symptom criteria, but blood and urine tests are often conducted to rule out other fatiguing illnesses.21 The diagnosis of fibromyalgia also relies heavily on clinical evaluation, focusing on the history of widespread pain and associated symptoms.7 However, blood tests such as a complete blood count, erythrocyte sedimentation rate (ESR), and thyroid function tests may be ordered to exclude other conditions with similar symptoms.8 To assess for hypothyroidism, blood tests measuring thyroid-stimulating hormone (TSH) and free thyroxine (T4) levels are essential.24 In addition to these condition-specific tests, general tests such as a complete blood count, basic metabolic panel, liver function tests, and inflammatory markers (ESR, CRP) may provide valuable information.8 A sleep study could further evaluate the user's reported sleep disturbances 89, and an electrocardiogram (ECG) might be used to assess heart function in the context of fluctuating blood pressure.81 A urinalysis could also be helpful to assess kidney function.79

Conclusion:The user's situation presents a complex web of interconnected health challenges significantly exacerbated by the profound impact of disability and the daily realities of living in poverty. The combination of these factors appears to be accelerating the aging process and severely diminishing the user's quality of life. Addressing these multifaceted issues requires a comprehensive and persistent approach. While ambitious, exploring fundraising opportunities could offer a pathway to achieving greater stability, accessing necessary healthcare, and improving the user's overall well-being. Ultimately, by taking incremental yet determined steps towards addressing their medical, socioeconomic, and support needs, the user can strive for meaningful and lasting improvements in their life.”

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Distance between reality and fantasy blurred by a desolate existence in the void of despair, for the air is cold, there is no hope, no light to see no sound to hear, for life is no where near, falling deeper into the abyss, no reach to grab, no ground to stand, spiraling deeper into fear, monsters rage as they chase you in this cage, the burning souls screaming but no one cares, the shards of life that cut deep in the night, demons are all that are in sight, limbs of lead steal your breath, crushing weight upon your chest, is this hell really in your head.

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We can see the valley full of flowers in bloom, the tranquil waters as they ripple in and out of the shore, we can hear the birds singing their songs, and witness the deer in the meadow with it's fawn, but we ignore the ones under the bridge, we turn away from those in pain, we ignore those who are left to suffer another day, for their grotesque despair is fear of what we all find near, for the hungry starve as we have no love in our hearts, the sick lie in the streets because we can't offer them comfort, in a moment despair there never is anyone who cares.

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After another restless night of hunger and pain, the old man finds a way to get his stiff body out of bed, he turns on his classical music and starts his coffee, he shuffles out the door to find the world dark and gray everything's soaked from yet another day of rain, no bird singing today yet the flow of traffic seems to be carrying people away, the sirens of a meatwagon in the distance, unable to move unable to look around, the old man stumbles back inside and wonders oh why why can't I just lay back down, for a bed of thorns and stones tear up a body broken by time half awake, the old man wonders why can't I just die, for another day of suffering in pain and struggling for food, alone on another dark dreary day.

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For in the darkness of night a cloak of the abyss drags you deep within the void, but for the ever growing fear, nightmares are near, in pain trying to sleep is insane, a day of hunger, a life of despair, to see the stars life would be so clear, from storms and quakes to brimstone and fire, peace is but a fantasy, existence confined to suffering while struggling would bring privileged hope, faint of breath and twisting beats ones heart can no longer drive it's feet, on wings of fear the end is near forever dark this journeys here, upon the precipice to final rest, have I really passed the test.

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As old men die and young men fall, the world is going to burn us all, little girl's dreams of unicorns and princess themes turns into a woman wondering where are any of these, pie crust promises upon the campaign bring devastating pain, flooding rains and droughts of fire, lack of food and disease in abundance, rising seas and wilting farms, city streets covered in feces while school doors are slammed shut, hospitals close and someone stubbed their toes, vacant homes and bridge tent towns, governments that promised the world as they stand by your nightstand, no trains no planes, everyone has lost their brains.

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Sitting on the toilet unaware of how you got there, the old man does not remember sleeping, his body is stiff and in pain smell of coffee is in the air can't remember making it classical music playing can't remember turning it on mind of fog no breath has come to him yet hunger looms in his belly another day that's dark and gray storms on the horizon oh yeah what am I doing awake today.

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Every joint as stiff as mortar every limb heavy is lead, moments of weakness and sudden exhaustion, pain radiating like the Summer sun, no bed of comfort nor respite to be, lack of breath takes me off my feet, lying back sinking fast, eyes so heavy no sleep will put me back on my feet.

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As my body aches I find I have the energy of a deflated pillow, my range of motion as stiff as concrete, head to toe it is a feat just to stand upon my feet, thighs that numb to knees that burn, shoulders simply hurt, arms of lead why have even gotten out of bed, a distant pulse and labored breath, while crazy fills my head, to take a step seems easy to see, but work involved drains my very soul, to find a reason to simply be, O how I truly hate to be me;

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After a long restless night of pain, with the roar of thunder and pouring rain the old man struggles to get out bed today, beaten down by time he wonders why even do I still try, after turning on his classical music he stumbles to start his coffee, hungry he opens the fridge to find it empty much like the rest of his life, shuffling off to look outside, the driving rain drowns out his thoughts, pouring a cup he takes a sip, finally a breath of fresh air as his body slowly wakes up, alone, hungry and in pain he is forced to face another day, a day with storms and rain, hoping no flood will come today for I am in too much pain.

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Walking across celestial strings binding time and light, the abyss cloaked in a void of darkness rapidly enveloping my path, no chance to turn back, no hope to go forward, trapped in cosmic nebula's violent enough to birth new stars, pretty enough to be fooled by their beauty, the harmonic balance of nothingness complemented by the chorus of the stars, a body of flesh and bone that has no earthly home, a soul yearning for a peaceful existence, confined to a world of pain, suffering and endless struggle, for the universe expands beyond comprehension, while my desolate life defies explanation, despair among the living my life bares, for respite slumber is as elusive as a gravitational black hole, existence maybe fleeting, but heart keeps beating, expanding despair with no galaxy to compare, this void has robbed me all life.

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Before the first breath even escapes the old man, he stumbles out of bed stiff as a board, riddled in pain and exhausted, he shuffles to his way to start his coffee, classical music is playing, stumbling off to the toilet to release his gaseous bloat when trinkets of poop plop out and float, struggling to get up he manages to get to his chair, and could careless about the world outside today, for the world has ignored his every plea, another day the old man awakes to nothing to eat, bitter from time and neglect, the old man wishes he could make the whole world fade away in the most horrible of ways, O its going to be another deplorable day of despair o yea.

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I would love to be the next #pope, first I would have the chance to live in #Rome and study all of the Vatican's archives, spending the rest of my life studying some of the greatest works ever composed, second I would have the chance to usher in a new era of of understanding, wisdom, compassion and unity to not only the #Catholic Church but to #Christianity as a whole, third I would have the chance to actually put the Love of Jesus to work in a real world way, by utilization of the churches immense wealth to actually serve the poor, the sick, the hungry, the lost, under my direction the church would truly do as Christ, and get out of the cathedral and into the world where the people are, bringing as many suffering people to a more sustainable and prosperous life. But I wont be the next Pope, as I don't even serve the catholic church in any capacity, No I wont be the next pope, but God willing, along with raising money to live each day, this #disabled man living in #poverty has a dream to buy property build his forever home, and have enough room to help as many other people in need of respite as I possibly can, I may never see that dream come true, as I suffer in extreme pain each day and I struggle just to have one thing to eat each day often going hungry for days and weeks at a time. Who ever is the next pope, I truly pray they are much closer to Jesus and truly use the churches ability to truly serve and help God's children, it is high time the #Church as whole lives up to Christ, and starts feeding all those who are hungry...

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Alone in a dimly lite room, smooth jazz playing in the foreground as the tv is on in the background, the noise of the air conditioner over powers the quiet atmosphere, waiting for the water to boil to make a pitcher of iced tea for the next day, unaware of where the day actually went, the old man realizes it is evening, most of the day he was rather transient in his sedentary actions, a day of pain and exhaustion, high blood pressure and heart palpitations, some point in the early evening he managed to take a shower, sitting in his underwear, waiting for the water to boil, he realizes no food has been consumed today, and other than a can of spam and a few slices of bread is all he really has, he decides to forgo the eating tonight and save it for tomorrow, a long night ahead of discomfort, pain and nightmares await if he manages to get some sleep, hoping someone will care and fill his needs, as the water begins to boil, he wonders why he even bothers, as his hands are weak lifting the kettle from the burner seams to be a feat, tea stepping, thoughts of weeping, no strength to stand, no comfort in sitting, slumber upon a lump that might as well be broken rocks, just as the night wears on, so does this old mans despair;

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Standing in the Sun the old man has no idea how he got outside another night of restless sleep pain and stiffness not even a breath in his chest as he sees the Sun he feels the warmth the air is brisk the birds are chirping, traffic flows of people starting their days, inside the door classical music plays, a have a cup of coffee sitting before him unaware that he even made any today, foggy-minded he wonders why must I see another day;

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Twisting through the night in spiraling pain, anxiety is a blaze, confusion, delusion, and alone, battling life and losing the war, an aging body disabled by time falling apart like a rhyme, each day harder than the one before, no respite even when I yell, no sleep at night for nightmares give me such a fright, a desolate life enveloped with despair, as the darkness comes all the hope goes, a void of existence buried deep in the abyss, for this hellish life will sadly last much longer than the darkness of night.

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Nothing says I love Jesus like searching for petroleum based prolate spheroid's filled with obesity enhancing confectioneries, hidden by a bunny. As an actual Jesus Loving and Following Christian, I find the commercialization of Faith based holidays incredibly disingenuous. Christ died for our sins, and for those that may question that, let's put "our" into worldly perspective, at the time of Jesus, the Pharisees yielded great power over the people, even as the Romans actually ruled the land, Jesus instilled fear of those who ruled through perceived knowledge, and was openly teaching the masses while exhibiting Love and Compassion to all, that was a great thereat to the Pharisees, so they asked Pontius Pilot to have him crucified, Jesus died for our sin of wanting to know God, to live with love to have compassion, sadly here we are today, and if Jesus walked among us teaching us the same ways and lessons he had before, those in power would seek to crucify him all over again for our sin of attempting to live with love and compassion towards one another. If you truly want to celebrate the birth, life, death, and resurrection of Jesus Christ, skip the trendy commercialization and get into the spirit of Loving one another having True Compassion, Empathy, and Respect towards one another and live with the understanding that the greatest gift you can give another human is Love.

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The logical proof within your hubris is that when you tie your shoes together and try to run, your eventually going to fall. So to when a government builds it's self upon appearance of strength while lacking intelligence and fortitude, after destroying society, society will so too destroy the government.

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Like a cleansing rain, the storms ravaged the land, uprooting trees that stood the test of time, leveling towns, wiping out farms, and leaving a trail of blood and tears in it's wake, they claimed it was a once in a thousand year storm, yet for the 6 week in a row another super cell grows, millions have lost their homes, millions more have lost their lives, the storm of life continues to grow, enveloping most of the country, defying the natural ways of the day, these storms are coming for both me and you, Earth and its natural raw power has chosen to wage war, to bring chaos and order to a world where man has forged a path to bend nature to his will, for the natural order is purging the landscape of all man has made, with it's raw power Earth is birthing storms that rival all the cosmic power, there is no mountain tall enough no cave deep enough for there is no shelter from the wrath of a vengeful planet, fire and brimstone have become our tomb, the winds of time will no longer be kind, for Earth is moving forward to leave all of man behind.

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Easter Sunday Morning, It is a dark and raining start to the day, as the old man struggles to get out of bed after another restless night, his body stiff and sore, pain flowing through his core, classical music playing as he stumbles to start his coffee, stepping out the door and the world is quite, void of traffic, void of birds singing, it is dark and the rain is coming down, shuffling back inside, he makes his way to his chair, another morning with not a thing to eat, another day with pain from his head to his feet, why o why could I not just stay in bed, for comfort evades and support has long abandoned, alone to suffer and struggle another day.

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Bewildered by the sudden blizzard, the snowman stumbled onto the beach and found the water to be a refreshing soak, after only moments the snowman was no more for he was adsorbed by the tide, with a blink of an eye the whale and I sat upon a train on time, for if the moon you could eat with a spoon, jelly stars and fish waves go, to clouds of graves and zombie days, melting through this living hell.

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The darkness of the storm looms over a painful body, for the rains remain dry and the air moist with a mild breeze, lawns are cut and traffic is flowing, birds and squirrels are playing as the clouds are building, breathless and weak an old man walks in circles looking for comfort no rest for the weary, no hope for those in despair, a world in turmoil a heart in peril, joints stiff and aching as life is fading, dogs barking tvs playing, conscience of the world around, lost in the pain from deep within, bones flowing with poison muscles as weak as jello, thoughts are random as focused sight is dark as night, searching for peace, looking for hope, wishing for a break in this relentless hell, a life so hard everything is in shards, no touch of warmth, no sound of love, a hunger grows as the old man knows, no plate to have, for I have had to endure another day.

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A dark start to Saturday, the old man had yet another restless night of pain, it is a bit warm this morning, with storm clouds moving across the sky, classical music playing and the coffee is hot, time is jumping around and the old man cant figure out why, sitting in his chair he wonders how he got here, for it seems the abyss is moving him about, a shroud of darkness is all around and the only comfort is the void in which he resides, absent minded as this day begins, the old man sighs and says here we go again;

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At some point you have to realize sex is all about dominance, procreation and pleasure are just byproducts, when you realize it's nothing more than a way to assert your dominance over another, its very easy to give it up, and dominate through other means that are much more productive in subjecting your subordinate. Being an Alpha, does not mean beating on ones chest saying I am Man Hear Me Roar, being an alpha means being completely comfortable staying on your own away from the herd and its woes, while having the confidence to stroll into chaos, dominate and walk off without actually doing any real damage, these are constructs that most will never grasp, nor will they ever realize that love and respect are two separate ideals, where you can love someone and have no respect for them, and you can respect someone and have no love for them, to truly be a dominate alpha, you have know that you will always have the arrow in your back, and that you must bear the burdens of others giving them respite and a chance to heal, if you dont have the strength nor desire live with compassion, empathy, respect, love, and wisdom, and prepared to spend most of your life in solitude, your nothing more than a beta with a loud bark.

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A slow start on #GoodFriday for the old man, another restless night of pain he struggles to get out of bed, after getting his classical music going, he makes his way to start the coffee, and somehow manages to get into the shower, as the hot water pours down over his body, he struggles to take the first breath of the day, eventually he emerges from the shower and struggles to brush his hair and beard, as he puts on his attire for the day, confusion sets in as to why he ever bothers, another day alone, another day in pain, another day where finding food to eat will be a chore, he stumbles out the door to see a windy cloudy day, unsure of where he really is he goes back to grab his coffee and settles in his chair, why o why Lord do you keep me here, for the suffering and struggling I must endure surely deserves some mercy and grace today, a darkness is in the air as the old man just sits and stares.

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For the weight of the world is bearing down, a cross of burdens have already crippled thee, now the world is buckling at it's knees, for those who hope refuse to help it hold, they scream and cry as all they love dies, for those who thought their saving grace would soon arrive, they find themselves left at hell's gates, from constant wars and diplomacy no more, rampant hunger and disease find comfort in the death of libraries, knowledge and wisdom kicked out the door, for the hope of the poor is no more, wealth and greed have profited of fear and jealousy, banks are sinking and homes are no more, farms are burning rivers are rising, fish are dying, tainted food and demonized medicine leave a lot of fucking dead, crime goes on but it is the thoughts in your head that will have them rip you out of your bed, no color of skin, no region of origin, for all who stand up will find them at your door, no news to see for the truth is lonely, storms will come and go but the waves the crash will take out all but the trash today, we singed our fate it is to late our lives are on the beasts plate.

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If a label applied to my individuality makes you scream or offer sympathy, you have never taken the time to actually see me, if you see my individuality as label and not a person, you have never walked with me, if your greed, jealousy and hate use my individuality to place your version of a label onto me, you have never seen me bleed, for if my label and my individuality invalidated your need to be, then you have never seen me struggle to breathe.

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The old man can hardly move today, it 2 hours of struggling to get out of bed, a body worn out by a hellish life, riddled in extreme pain, stiffness that would make a homedepot 2x4 jealous, arthritis flaring in every joint, the old man manages to turn on his classical music and stubble to the coffee pot to prepare and get it percolating, struggling to find his first breath of the day the old man shuffles out the door to see a balmy breezy morning with gentle overcast skies, the birds are slow but awaking and traffic of life goes by, stumbling back inside to pour a hot cup of life juice, the old mans hands are weak and shaky, coffee spills on the counter, carefully making his way to his chair he lowers him self down, its going to be another painful day.

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The old mans brain fails to start in the morning, as he struggles to get out of bed after another restless night, stiff body riddled with pain, shuffles off to start the coffee, turns on some classical music, makes his way to the toilet, a struggle to lower himself down, after 15 minutes of no activity he struggles to stand, grabbing a cup of coffee shaky hands struggle to not spill and to hold the cup, stumbling out the door to see morning, looking around wondering where he has been, a chill to the morning as the sun slowly climbs, traffic of life bustling by, not even the birds are awake this morning, the old man wonders so why am I, making his way back inside he clears his chair and eases down, mind of fog, and void of breath his body makes creaking sounds, awake is he but alert and focused he cant seem to be, another day of pain, hunger and despair why o why even care.

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If for thoughts can have you cast out and your words have you buried below the ground, there is no freedom for your very breath, as each day passes by another right another liberty pass away into the night, for the sun may rise but only to your demise, for the cost of change, the cost of lies, will be the place your body forever lies, to vote from fear is to live in despair, so many signs laid to bare, but the warring to forgo poking the bear has lead us down the path to hell.

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Flaunting the cloak of darkness the beast hides everything but it’s blood red eyes, fires ragging as brimstone rains from the heavens, helpless against the forces of evil, all the little people are consumed by the beast, a trail of blood leads to it’s feet, where with a vengeful laugh the beast crushes the bones of the dead, for the night is eternal and the fires are hot, life has escaped this horrid world at last.

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Whispers in the darkness no discernible audio, for the void absorbs all the inflection, you hear things but cant see anything, what you hear you can not comprehend as it is muted and incoherent, the psychosis of it all both overwhelming and comforting, as without it an empty shell truly alone in the abyss, drifting for eternity with no destination nor direction, escape is as simple as succumbing to the fantasy, for the hellish landscape is barren and violent, wrought horrors that would hunt most nightmares and tame most demons, yet at home with a sense of comfort, for the environment seems to complement your constant pain, your constant struggling and suffering, in a desolate existence of despair the only constant are the faint inaudible voices you hear.

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Struggling to get up, the old man manages to get out of bed, body in pain and stiff as a board, he turns on classical music, then shuffles of to make the coffee, then he turns on the shower, as the water begins to pour over his head, the old man realizes he has not even taken his first breath today, hot water pouring over him he tries to breath but cant find the strength nor his breath, continuing on with his shower, the old man realizes his soul never firmly seated into his body this morning either, its going to be one of those days where on top of pain and hunger, there is going to be a bit of a disconnection between person, soul, and body, the old man finishes the shower to find he is far more tired now than just a short time ago, no breath as of yet, his soul refusing to join his body, pain, hunger, exhaustion, the old man just sighs as there is nothing he can do.

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Upon this rock we erect monuments to our aspirations, men of power and of wealth are praised for monuments, as they trample those who laid the work, as they drove out those that called this rock their home, for greed destroys everything, with the sands of time these monuments will erode, as the wind blows and the rains fall these monuments will lose their hold, men will die and more will come, with every passing day nature will take these monuments away, for if we found a way to be, to live in perfect harmony, each man a monument he would be.

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For the desert is empty and void of life, vast swaths of space are nothing more than a void of darkness, the depths of the sea offer a crushing abyss, all provide more comfort than a disabled life in poverty, for when it rains the desert springs to life, comets streak through out the cosmos bring light, at the bottom of the deepest seas life has found was to escape the horrors that would destroy everything else, but trapped in poverty and living disabled, there is no life, there is no light there is no power to over come, for hope evades and despair looms, alone in a crowded room where no one cares, alone in a life where everyone stares, with a tear in your eye and hand reaching out your forced to constantly go without;

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For the darkness of fear, greed and intimidation, have become a beacon of control. Speech has become a weapon of entrapment, information and knowledge has become forbidden to behold, reason morals ethics compassion and empathy have become a weakness to ridicule and attack, respect has been confused with honor which has been associated with loyalty through fear and intimidation, wealth has been placed on a fishing pole and dangled with a flaming hook, for any opportunity in where individualism once stood now lies the ruins of humanity, society has become a prison, cities once thriving are now gated compounds, food and health care are only for the rich and those willing to bow before the master, the voice of the people has been silenced, those who find the courage to speak up and out are banished from the world they know, for freedoms ring is hollow and order is chaos, the post apocalyptic landscape is bare and the bombs have yet to fly.

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Rising with the sun, only to sink beneath the weight of life, as the old man struggles to get out of bed he shuffles to make the coffee, then he clears his chair, puts on the classical music and sits down, to find the world is as dark and bleak as the day before, news filled with more horrors, cupboards are still bare, hunger fills the air, his body in pain, he wonders why o why I must I awake another day, for the world is full of demons and my life is hell, Monday morning starting off to its bleakest of opportunities, for no aid to be for this old man today, no relief nor respite will there be, and so many accompany him in his pain yet alone he will forever be.

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How weak is Russia, that instead of wagging this bullshit war, they could not simply seize the whole of Ukraine from the start? It simply does not add up, likewise, Israel, for far to long they have been fighting Iran's proxy fighters, is Israel that weak that they could not root out these problems decades ago and prevent all this death and destruction? What say you about China, their constant saber rattling over Twain, is China also a paper tiger that they simply lack the muscle to take the land they claim is theirs? What about Korea, north and south locked in a stalemate since the 1950's, are both sides so weak all they can do is bark at one another instead of actually uniting? Africa, the content is and has been riddled with horrendous fighting factions since the dawn of man, are none of them strong enough nor smart enough to realize they are killing each other, Middle Eastern nations that allow terror cells to kill and wage destruction, yet prohibit movement freedom of women, America, screaming at intelligence, banning wisdom, removing people based on thought or skin color, What in the hell are Humans doing to one another, and who the Fuck is benefiting? So much fucking evil, so much ignorance, and so much weakness has and is destroying everything. Fuck Humans Truly Suck, poverty on the rise, people dying from curable and preventable diseases, hunger all across the world, people refusing to help one another, WAKE UP PEOPLE, WE ARE ALL FUCKING THE SAME FAMILY, SO WHY THE FUCK ARE WE ALL DESTROYING ONE ANOTHER AND OURSELVES?

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For which arrow of the winds shall degrade time before me, if the seas erode the beach for all to see, what stars shall shine at the end of my time, if a mountain grows and holds no snow, where shall all the birds now go, bombs, rockets and bullets fill the air, blood pours out everywhere, no shelter from life's storm, hell has been knocking on our door, for your wealth and greed you forced me to my knee, but cant you see it will be you who shall bleed, for hate and fear have banished all that is good to the rear, no man can hear, no woman can see, for all the children you have killed all of thee.

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As the golden sun rose the sky had a peachy glow, the birds where chirping a warm southern breeze was blowing, off into space the old man was drifting in thought, another sleepless night, another morning of stiffness and pain, shuffling to start the coffee classical music was already playing, fingers feeling swollen from a life of strain, allergies causing rapid sneezing, trying to think, trying to focus, a mind to weary and foggy to see, time has not been kind, a bloated belly with rumblings of hunger, no bread to toast to cereal to pour, no eggs to fry, to tired to cry, another day of suffering and pain, another moment to struggle through, to find the hope to hold now, is such a repetitive motion it lacks emotion, to see another day simply means nothing any more to me.

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9 out of 10 deaths go belly up, 9 out of 10 cremations go up in smoke, 9 out of 10 embalmings leave you drained, when looking for a casket it's often better to go with a full couch, you can take a ride in a hearse but it just ends at a hole, morticians really know how to take the weight off, not everybody's dying to be put in the ground some people want to be the last barbecue, cemeteries are great places to read books they're often nice and quiet,

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What separates a fool from his stool? A bowl of water, and like a giant turd a fool is willing to flush it all down before admitting he is wrong.

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A shell void of soul or hope walking across an icy abyss, no light to see no sound to hear, no warmth no food, naked alone no way to go, time stands still as you age years in minuets, nightmares become reality, reality a nightmare, darkness cloaks every where you go, no past nor future and the present is forever, no change in wind no direction to go, to sit or go there no hope.

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Radical Fanatics would have you believe a tomato is a vegetable, and that dandelions are weeds, but the truth is you have been forced to learn that lies often hide the truth, because lies make money, truth sets you free.

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Upon the rock of wisdom one shall stand with knowledge that all is known and nothing is learned, for with our first breath intelligence from all of time fills our souls, it is but time and closed minds that we lose track of rhyme, for the act of learning is but a myth, a ploy to keep you small, for if you forget the wisdom you have, those in power drive your path, no dream to extreme, no thought out of place, for we all have known where our past has gone, we already know what our future holds, close your eyes, close your ears, open your mind and remember how to see.

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Whipping stars with comet hearts will often lead to trails of blue, if you see one coming towards you, there is nothing you can do, so go ahead and feel blue too.

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Huckle's Buckles and Knuckles, where shoes often are not required but appreciated, Will treat your wicked smelly feet while you enjoy some smelly cheese, Fungus, we scrape your feet while you fill out your seat.

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My current body temp is 96.6. it runs between 95-97, often leaving me cold and hot at the same time, it is actually quite aggravating, im 47, been this way my whole life, many things wrong most idiopathic, which on top of my constant pain, poor sleep, horrible nutrition due to #poverty, all exacerbate my #anxiety which aggravates and disrupts my #bipolar cycling, and my #ptsd, which leads to even less sleep and less rest which amplifies my pain, and on an on it goes, Im tired.

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Walking through the meadow and fields of morning glories and sun flowers, the birds are chirping, the deer are grazing the squirrels and rabbits are playing, butterflies and honey bees are hard at work pollinating, a babbling brook flows into a tranquil pond where fish are skimming the surface catching bugs in the morning sun, in the distance a wolf stands watch as eagles soar, the horizon hidden but towering mountains with peaks of crisp snow, through the valley death has taken toll, for fires rage and war is waged, cities burned, people scream as their lives are on a train to a destructive grave, for hate and greed opened fear, allowing all to perish there, no grass to feel, no flowers to smell, no water to drink, no food to eat, discarded bodies rotting like left over meat, moments from paradise, to proud to see from what could be, they closed the sea, they polluted the air, from wealth and greed they all now bleed, no safety from the vault in a bank, mounds of cash have made the town melt, burning hell consume their feet, for no credit be to peace for me, ivory towers in ruins now, from life to death their is no one left.

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Gravity, for all it's supposed uses it is against us in every way it is what causes things to fall to the ground with a thud often resulting in chaos and devastation gravity is what keeps us trapped on this rock gravity makes things sag as you age, the gravity of the situation is nothing is as heavy as it needs to be yet gravity pulls everything down gravity it's one of those forces that you may argue is protecting us but in reality it's just trying to suck us deeper into this rock, gravity it's not that useful.

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This existence is futile, for we live in a time where it is within our ability to end all poverty, hunger, homelessness and wars, we have the ability to cure, treat and prevent nearly every single disease, we have the ability to exist truly united without borders without confrontation, without stealing one another's joy, but none of this is profitable, for the wealthy elite would lose their identity and their power, it is for their greed that we all bleed, I have traveled to the end of time, I have explored all the other dimensions, and for our reality, we have no future, for greed is killing us faster than any other point in history, the lands are burning, the waters are rising, the crops are dying, the air is thinning, famine and plagues are rising, wars are constant, greed is growing, for every dollar the wealthy gain, 100's die in vain, for their wealth and power grow, but soon they too will have no place to go, for we have learned to hate and we have learned to kill, we have no faith, we have no love, we have no compassion, we have no empathy, we have no respect, for humanity has been long dead, our bodies are like zombies for we all have lost our souls, for time will claim us all, with nothing but a hole to rot within, none of our wealth, our power nor greed will save us from this rancid disease, for man has chosen death over life, and hate over love, and not a single one has the will to bear not only their own cross, but nor will not one even attempt to bear another's burdens so that all may find a path forward, time has not been kind, with all the wisdom burned and all the knowledge learned, mans only goal is to die the last with no one else around.

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Friday morning on the 11th of April, the sun is slow to rise but the skies are clear the air is mild with a slight dampness this morning, Coffee is hot classical music is playing, the old man has struggled to sleep again, and in extreme pain this morning as the birds begin to wake up as traffic of the world gets moving, shuffling to the toilet struggling to sit aggravated crimson hemorrhoids clench as gas is all that passes at first squeeze, scrolling through the news feeds to more ominous news to start the day, filled with hunger but no food to eat, struggling with labored breath the old mans body has yet to awake, arms feeling like dead weight, a back out of place, knees and feet seem to find a new level of pain, the grass has been fresh cut from the day before glowing green in the early sun, hopeful morning ruined with the reality of constant pain, lack of sleep, gnawing lingering hunger, and the realization among billions of people, this old mans words, hopes and dreams will again fall upon deaf ears, as people drive by leading their busy lives, all with their own trials to tend to oblivious to the needs of this old man today, dogs barking roosters crowing, so much environmental noise yet his thoughts fill his head, if only some compassion and empathy could flow his way maybe he could eat even if for today, spring has sprung the indifference of the world says winters long nights are not even close to gone, darkness fills the void of life quickly snuffing out the hopes of a better life.

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