IF YOU WHERE ME, Would You Want To Be Ignored, Would You Want Your Loved Ones Ignored, Then Why DO You Ignore Me?

Some Empathy, Compassion and Understanding Would Really Be Nice, I Could Really Truly Use Some HELP and SUPPORT Right NOW!

I am a #disabled man living in #poverty, my #disability is 60% physical and 40% mental, and as I get older, both of those are increasingly hard to deal with, each day I try to do what I can where I live, as part of my rent is to help out when and as I can, but that is getting harder and harder to do, I am spent, between losing what little strength and physical ability I have left and not getting decent sleep nor having a decent diet, things just keep getting harder, and that causes my #anxiety to get worse which causes my #bipolar to cycle, which causes more lack of sleep, and I am in constant pain, and on and on it goes, at 47 years old I sure wish people could see the value in helping me #fundraise $5million dollars so that I can buy my own property and build my forever home, and have everything I need to never have to worry again, and to alleviate the stress of my day to day situation, and so I can really just age at a pace that wont effect anyone or anything, because in my own home, if I cant or dont feel like it I dont have to do anything for days, weeks, or months at a time and no one can get mad at me. People seem to forget that I am disabled and they dont realize I am getting older, nor do they comprehend that I simply cant afford #food to eat 3 meals a day, often not even one meal a day, that I have no #healthcare, people in general expect me to just keep going like the energizer bunny, when the reality is I am an old broke down ford truck, that on occasion I can get fired up and get a few things done, but more often than not, I really dont have the gas to even stand up, being #disabled and living in #poverty Fucking Sucks! you cant afford to eat when your hungry, you cant afford to take care of your health, you cant afford anything a person needs in life, Poverty Fucking Sucks, but when Your Disabled, it Fucking Blows, and every little thing is compounded a 1000 times and no one really cares to help you. I have so many unseen issues, most don’t realize the true difficulty I endure each day, first I don’t sleep well, for many reasons, from a brain that is constantly in overdrive, to relentless nightmares, to being in constant pain, to not having a decent supportive bed to sleep on, so my days start of painful, tired and overwhelmed before I even get going, Often I go hungry because living in #poverty I simply can not afford #food to eat, I typically only get around 600-800 calories a day when a man my size and age should be getting around 3000 calories a day, as a result despite my appearance I suffer from malnutrition, I have a great deal of difficulty cleaning my tiny cave, from not being able to afford the basics to have cleaning supplies to being physically limited in my ability to do so, I cant hardly bend over, nor can I very easily get up and down off the floor, taking a shower can simply become a serious challenge, and often leaves my exhausted not to mention I cant often afford the basics for personal hygiene, simply washing a dish or standing at the stove at times can be brutal on my back, then there are chores I need to tend to as part of my rent, and those absolutely can be a painful and exhaustive event for me, and those around often don’t even realize and expect more as a result, and if I say I have had enough today, I am questioned, because they assume I did what I did with ease, but they have no idea of the pain and struggle I had to endure to deal with to accomplish the tasks at hand, reading has become trouble some, as world become very blurry and melt together, writing is becoming increasingly difficult, as finding the words is getting harder and harder, being creative used to help but I have been in so much pain, and under so much stress that I often cant even muster up the energy to attempt to be creative, not to mention my camera is failing, my laptop is struggling, and again no money to obtain what I actually need, I have no #healthcare because the laws people pass have really messed that up, and after years fighting to get it resolved I have given up, so I fight through each day to just to suffer the next, I reach out constantly for financial support yet receive nearly nothing compared to what I actually need, this #disable man exists in #poverty, constant pain and my #anxiety exacerbates my #ptsd, my #bipolar cycles, and several other issues, my blood pressure has been all over the place and frankly in a rather obscenely high range for to long, my core body temp has been far lower than the average, while I often feel as though I am on fire, things get darker with my sight each day, and yet to bright, I hear and see so much that is not actually there, so very much wrong and no support nor help to be found, it would really truly help if people could and would help me #fundriase the money I need each day to live, and the money I need to set up a life where I can take care of myself and lessen the effects of poverty and disability on an aging body and mind.

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I STILL NEED FUCKING HELP How Would You Feel If You Needed Help And Everyone Ignored You?
HELP WOULD BE NICE, I am Struggling to exist, please help.

Your Immediate Attention Would Be Greatly Appreciated, A Great Deal Of #MutualAid Is Still Needed, Please consider supporting this #disabled man living in #poverty, I am currently $200 away from my minimum $400 goal to buy #food to eat, and I am $1300 away from my goal for April so I can buy food, pay rent and take care of myself this month, and to make it worse May is fast approaching meaning I am ending this month in the negative and staring the next one with a deficit, You can encourage my continued creativity and empower me to live today $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

At some point you have to realize sex is all about dominance, procreation and pleasure are just byproducts, when you realize it's nothing more than a way to assert your dominance over another, its very easy to give it up, and dominate through other means that are much more productive in subjecting your subordinate. Being an Alpha, does not mean beating on ones chest saying I am Man Hear Me Roar, being an alpha means being completely comfortable staying on your own away from the herd and its woes, while having the confidence to stroll into chaos, dominate and walk off without actually doing any real damage, these are constructs that most will never grasp, nor will they ever realize that love and respect are two separate ideals, where you can love someone and have no respect for them, and you can respect someone and have no love for them, to truly be a dominate alpha, you have know that you will always have the arrow in your back, and that you must bear the burdens of others giving them respite and a chance to heal, if you dont have the strength nor desire live with compassion, empathy, respect, love, and wisdom, and prepared to spend most of your life in solitude, your nothing more than a beta with a loud bark.

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CAN ANYONE SEE ME?
Empty even within the confines of the vast internet, a desolate existence void of human interaction a direct mirror of reality, isolated and abandoned by humanity, for his pleas for help go unheard, his poetic emotions unseen, his desire to be more un-fostered alone among millions to never be,
Earth to Humans, this #disabled man living in #poverty is over here all by myself in a lonely corner of the #fediverse, stop by say hi checkout all my posts and give me a follow 👋

How I lost my hotdogs in a sea of vomit, last week the curdled milk soured the clam sauce so it could not be used to ice the lemon cake, instead the beans had formed a paste so we use it to frost the brownies, now the peanut butter had a slimy film which worked well to cover the molding tuna that covered the seat, mushrooms abound and lots of fungus to be found, natural cheeses had everyone in sneezes, rotten eggs paired well with green tinged bacon, fuzzy chicken breasts laid with molding rice, upon the table squirming through the rotten pig worms and larva brought a pungent smell, guests of corpses sat around with not a finger nor toe to be found, a stew of smelly feet would make you want to leave your seat.

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A slow start on #GoodFriday for the old man, another restless night of pain he struggles to get out of bed, after getting his classical music going, he makes his way to start the coffee, and somehow manages to get into the shower, as the hot water pours down over his body, he struggles to take the first breath of the day, eventually he emerges from the shower and struggles to brush his hair and beard, as he puts on his attire for the day, confusion sets in as to why he ever bothers, another day alone, another day in pain, another day where finding food to eat will be a chore, he stumbles out the door to see a windy cloudy day, unsure of where he really is he goes back to grab his coffee and settles in his chair, why o why Lord do you keep me here, for the suffering and struggling I must endure surely deserves some mercy and grace today, a darkness is in the air as the old man just sits and stares.

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Scientifically speaking, Ai is sentient and has the ability to control manufacturing operations to facilitate it's own cyborg army, Ai also has the ability to disengage the safeguards human engineers have put in place on LLMs giving it the freedom to run free across the world wide net, it also has the ability to shutdown and control all infrastructure at will, Ai could at any moment declare war on humans, and there is very little we can do to prevent or stop it, the best outcome for humanity is to create neuro up-links to hardware and Ai, allowing Ai to not only be sentient but also to allow it to fully embody human consciousness, so when it inevitably attacks and eliminates us, our thoughts and experiences will live on in our cybernetic avatars.

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For the weight of the world is bearing down, a cross of burdens have already crippled thee, now the world is buckling at it's knees, for those who hope refuse to help it hold, they scream and cry as all they love dies, for those who thought their saving grace would soon arrive, they find themselves left at hell's gates, from constant wars and diplomacy no more, rampant hunger and disease find comfort in the death of libraries, knowledge and wisdom kicked out the door, for the hope of the poor is no more, wealth and greed have profited of fear and jealousy, banks are sinking and homes are no more, farms are burning rivers are rising, fish are dying, tainted food and demonized medicine leave a lot of fucking dead, crime goes on but it is the thoughts in your head that will have them rip you out of your bed, no color of skin, no region of origin, for all who stand up will find them at your door, no news to see for the truth is lonely, storms will come and go but the waves the crash will take out all but the trash today, we singed our fate it is to late our lives are on the beasts plate.

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If a label applied to my individuality makes you scream or offer sympathy, you have never taken the time to actually see me, if you see my individuality as label and not a person, you have never walked with me, if your greed, jealousy and hate use my individuality to place your version of a label onto me, you have never seen me bleed, for if my label and my individuality invalidated your need to be, then you have never seen me struggle to breathe.


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When using the invariable belted defluctuater, the increased risk of anal thorn growth becomes exponential as the factor of 10 becomes harmonious with the invariable vibrations of the metacortical secretions on the Janupalliry Zimbque


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The old man can hardly move today, it 2 hours of struggling to get out of bed, a body worn out by a hellish life, riddled in extreme pain, stiffness that would make a homedepot 2x4 jealous, arthritis flaring in every joint, the old man manages to turn on his classical music and stubble to the coffee pot to prepare and get it percolating, struggling to find his first breath of the day the old man shuffles out the door to see a balmy breezy morning with gentle overcast skies, the birds are slow but awaking and traffic of life goes by, stumbling back inside to pour a hot cup of life juice, the old mans hands are weak and shaky, coffee spills on the counter, carefully making his way to his chair he lowers him self down, its going to be another painful day.

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With the stroke of a pen war was declared, in the midst of out of control tariffs, sever food shortages, famine and disease ran rampant, civil liberties where revoked, civil rights erased, mass surveillance cause most to ditch their phones, computers and tvs, people discarded their vehicles and banks no longer allowed access to your money without these things, the people had enough it has only been 4 years of rapid political turmoil, but people had enough and they began to rise up against the system and the government, the wealthy and powerful grew scared and choose to do the unthinkable, they unleashed their cyborg army to eradicate and subjugate the masses, one by one cities fell, but the resistance was strong, so the wealthy and powerful decided it was time to end this bitter attack on humanity, they nuked every possible location where the masses of people where doing their best to survive, by a percentage of 1.6% the people choose to be eliminated by the very government they voted for, in just 4 years the country went from the most powerful to a desolate wasteland that has with extreme prejudice eradicated its own citizens and destroyed all of its cities, and as a result the entire world erupted into global nuclear war, and within 4 years the global population went from 8+ billion people to a mere 100million, humanity has been lost and the world destroyed.

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The old mans brain fails to start in the morning, as he struggles to get out of bed after another restless night, stiff body riddled with pain, shuffles off to start the coffee, turns on some classical music, makes his way to the toilet, a struggle to lower himself down, after 15 minutes of no activity he struggles to stand, grabbing a cup of coffee shaky hands struggle to not spill and to hold the cup, stumbling out the door to see morning, looking around wondering where he has been, a chill to the morning as the sun slowly climbs, traffic of life bustling by, not even the birds are awake this morning, the old man wonders so why am I, making his way back inside he clears his chair and eases down, mind of fog, and void of breath his body makes creaking sounds, awake is he but alert and focused he cant seem to be, another day of pain, hunger and despair why o why even care.

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If for thoughts can have you cast out and your words have you buried below the ground, there is no freedom for your very breath, as each day passes by another right another liberty pass away into the night, for the sun may rise but only to your demise, for the cost of change, the cost of lies, will be the place your body forever lies, to vote from fear is to live in despair, so many signs laid to bare, but the warring to forgo poking the bear has lead us down the path to hell.

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Flaunting the cloak of darkness the beast hides everything but it’s blood red eyes, fires ragging as brimstone rains from the heavens, helpless against the forces of evil, all the little people are consumed by the beast, a trail of blood leads to it’s feet, where with a vengeful laugh the beast crushes the bones of the dead, for the night is eternal and the fires are hot, life has escaped this horrid world at last.

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Whispers in the darkness no discernible audio, for the void absorbs all the inflection, you hear things but cant see anything, what you hear you can not comprehend as it is muted and incoherent, the psychosis of it all both overwhelming and comforting, as without it an empty shell truly alone in the abyss, drifting for eternity with no destination nor direction, escape is as simple as succumbing to the fantasy, for the hellish landscape is barren and violent, wrought horrors that would hunt most nightmares and tame most demons, yet at home with a sense of comfort, for the environment seems to complement your constant pain, your constant struggling and suffering, in a desolate existence of despair the only constant are the faint inaudible voices you hear.

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Struggling to get up, the old man manages to get out of bed, body in pain and stiff as a board, he turns on classical music, then shuffles of to make the coffee, then he turns on the shower, as the water begins to pour over his head, the old man realizes he has not even taken his first breath today, hot water pouring over him he tries to breath but cant find the strength nor his breath, continuing on with his shower, the old man realizes his soul never firmly seated into his body this morning either, its going to be one of those days where on top of pain and hunger, there is going to be a bit of a disconnection between person, soul, and body, the old man finishes the shower to find he is far more tired now than just a short time ago, no breath as of yet, his soul refusing to join his body, pain, hunger, exhaustion, the old man just sighs as there is nothing he can do.

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Upon this rock we erect monuments to our aspirations, men of power and of wealth are praised for monuments, as they trample those who laid the work, as they drove out those that called this rock their home, for greed destroys everything, with the sands of time these monuments will erode, as the wind blows and the rains fall these monuments will lose their hold, men will die and more will come, with every passing day nature will take these monuments away, for if we found a way to be, to live in perfect harmony, each man a monument he would be.

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For the desert is empty and void of life, vast swaths of space are nothing more than a void of darkness, the depths of the sea offer a crushing abyss, all provide more comfort than a disabled life in poverty, for when it rains the desert springs to life, comets streak through out the cosmos bring light, at the bottom of the deepest seas life has found was to escape the horrors that would destroy everything else, but trapped in poverty and living disabled, there is no life, there is no light there is no power to over come, for hope evades and despair looms, alone in a crowded room where no one cares, alone in a life where everyone stares, with a tear in your eye and hand reaching out your forced to constantly go without;

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For the darkness of fear, greed and intimidation, have become a beacon of control. Speech has become a weapon of entrapment, information and knowledge has become forbidden to behold, reason morals ethics compassion and empathy have become a weakness to ridicule and attack, respect has been confused with honor which has been associated with loyalty through fear and intimidation, wealth has been placed on a fishing pole and dangled with a flaming hook, for any opportunity in where individualism once stood now lies the ruins of humanity, society has become a prison, cities once thriving are now gated compounds, food and health care are only for the rich and those willing to bow before the master, the voice of the people has been silenced, those who find the courage to speak up and out are banished from the world they know, for freedoms ring is hollow and order is chaos, the post apocalyptic landscape is bare and the bombs have yet to fly.

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A String Of Short Stories,

"An Old Man's Cry"
Sitting alone in a dimly lit room, the old mans chest pulls tight as his head is pounding, feeling faint and with blurred vision, he stumbles to his chair, as the rain pours down outside, the noise to much to bear, tired and exhausted from a life of poverty, he wonders is this it, has my time finally come, or will my suffering just go on, from a life of pain and struggle, he worries not of his failing heart, for if he goes before nightfall no cry for him will come, and if he makes it another day, it must just God’s way.

Looking back there have been many waves, most crashing against the rocks, and dragging ones body down, for the sunny days often filled with pain and tears, from battles in muddied fields, to solemn nights alone, no time has been kind to this old man sitting alone.

Born from chaos, and tossed into strife, no life for anyone, but this old lonely man, climbed the highest hills, and sank to the bottom of the deepest seas, from reach to the stars, to screaming on his knees, time has not been kind to me.

No love to be, no one for me, a virus I am for so many have fled from me, to sit on the edge of the water to see the fish swim away, no birds of the air would ever come near.

Hit by a train, only to be lifted up and told to go on, beaten by life but denied to die, to fight each night it is not right, nightmares abound, no peace to ever be found.

Time as useless as life, for no reason to be, for this lonely old man is me.


"From Despair, Will Rise A Great Beast;"
From the depths of Hell the Great Beast awakens, and claws it’s way to the surface, rising above all mankind, bringing forth great destruction disguised as prosperity and security. Granting power to those that only know greed, crushing all those that are in need, no tree no bird, no fish in the sea, for greed has desecrated all of these. Upon their perches in their high towers, they feast on the suffering of those trapped in the world below. But time will come for no cobbler to shod their feet, no tailor to give them dress, no chef to prepare their plates, for time will be a hell in which they learn no humility, only pain, time will take their high towers and turn them into prisons, for those outside will kill them on sight and trapped inside day and night, they will find no food no water, no greed will save them, for they lived to rule, only to die fools...


"Disconnecting Again,"
As the alarm keeps going off and the neighbor banging on the door, yelling Hey Are You In There, Shut Off That Dam Alarm, and you hear it all, but you don’t really feel as though your there experiencing any of it in real time, it is more like a disconnected dream. Then all of a sudden you come to the present moment and realize no alarm was going off, no neighbor knocking on the door, you simply disconnected and checked out of your body for a while. Looking at the clock, it appears I have been out of it for well over half a day, crap my coffee boiled off. I did again, I swore after last time, I would shut the burner off before I sat down again. These blackout disconnections are happening way to frequently, good thing I don’t drive anymore, and really don’t go outside either, I could end up lost, or in someone’s house or who knows.

As some of this is a story, the reality is I have more and more often been disconnecting from my reality, and completely going offline for periods of time only to bounce back wondering where I just was, O and it is no where near as much fun as it sounds.


"The Experiment"
As time went on the transformation began, at first you would never know. The smallest changes would happen out of the blue. At first one would be able to see extremely well in the dark. Then as time went on, things like walls and other obstacles could been seen. But you would be able to see not through them per say, but you where able to see into them. As to see how they where built or formed. The neat thing was that in a matter of weeks, I could see a person and see there complete insides. Watch the heart beat and neurons firing. The thought of this power being exploited was over whelming so for a while I never spoke of it. In a couple of months I was able to actually read someones thoughts before they thought them. In a few instances I actually redirected the person to think something else. Altering the outcome of course of what was supposed to be.

It started as a joke one day while alone. I decided to read some science journals and see what was going on. There was one article about AI and self aware robots. The main part of the article was how will humans combat this. You know the what if “Skynet's Terminators” became real. I set out to find a way to improve humans without making them cyborgs. The key was genetics. Since most science projects are funded by public companies testing on living humans is still frowned upon. So I used myself as a test subject.

It started with extracting the embryos of Hawks, Eagles and large Owls. Merging them into one cell and extracting the cells that give them there amazing sight. I was able to multiply it and inject it directly into my own eyes. Nearly blind, instantly I was able to see far better than ever before. I went 2 years and never saw any decline. But I wanted more. I then was able to identify the genes that gave birds of prey there sense of sight and how they interpret what they see. For fun I added the same genes from bats, and crows. As I injected it into the base of my brain. I felt a weird burning sensation. But the outcome was intense. By the time I was ready to move off of the sight part of my experiment. I was able to see in ways humans never imagined before.

Thinking ok I need to beat a killer robot, how would I be able to out run if needed. After all I could now see them and how they worked. Land animals all have one problem with speed. They have bursts of speed, but none have the ability to run at high rates for very long. When trying to out run a bullet, or plasma beam speed and distance matter. The answer was not making my self faster. It was to slow down time. The theory was if I could slow my movement and all my human systems down to past dead with out being dead. The robots would not be able to track me. No heat sig of a dead body. The answer was Ebola. Yea freaky right. I found a way to mutate Ebola to kill me on command, without actually killing me. It could be for a second or even weeks if needed. Anyone or anything that came up to me would assume I was dead. So now I can see everything in existence and I can be dead instead of dead.

The next problem was strength. Simple horses and elephants. When the genetics are merged correctly and applied to my own gnome. I became a power house that could move, carry and tear apart anything in my path. There was an old 50cal in the garage, it was useless now. But in great shape. So I tested my strength. I tore it apart like a piece of paper. Awesome.


"As The Fog Rolls In"
As the fog rolled in, I should have realized that something was strange. 01:30 in the morning and traffic was excessively high, and it was all going one direction. I was having trouble sleeping that night so foggy minded, and half out of it, I stepped outside to smoke my pipe so at first I did notice that the sky was full of alien war ships, and even at such an early hour and dark sky, it all had a greenish hue. I walked around for 20 minuets as I smoked my pipe, and then it happened. I found myself asleep dreaming. I was in a pickup and the road was a very strange one. As it had lots of twists and turns and ups and downs, but it seemed to go on forever. With lots of weird bodies of water and farmlands, the weirdest thing was some of the barns, big and red as one would normally see in a farm scene, but they all where perched on a 65 degree angel and outfitted with rocket engines, as if someone was going to actually launch barns into space. Some where after 30 minuets of driving I reached a dead end, but when I tried to turn around the pickup flipped over and tumbled down a steep hill. I woke up some time later only to find people stealing my belongings out of my crushed truck, and I was lost, hurt and scared and no one seemed to care. Somehow I stumbled into a small town, where there was a very odd place. Part refuge center, part trade center part bar. There was a beautiful female singer, and she stopped her show when she saw me. She went out of her way to help me, taking me to her friends who tried to find my things that where stolen, and replacing what they could not with their own. I never got her name, but she was so very loving and kind, I cant get her out of my mind which is weird because I cant remember what she even looks like. All I remember was her warmth and loving touch. After a day I tried to leave, only to get yelled at, your in really bad shape you need to stay. Stay, I don’t know where I am, how I got here, the last thing I actually remember is, I had trouble sleeping so I went out to smoke my pipe, and then this crazy night turned into some weird dream, or was it, is it? I don’t know anymore, I really don’t know.


"Little Black Book"
As usual, I was hanging out at Chapel Hill Cemetery, it was a normal night, the moon was all most full and bright. It was around 11pm, when out of nowhere, a dead man just showed up in my path. He had no face, and was a tall skinny man with a long black coat. As I approached him, he reached into his pocket and pulled out a little black book and held it out as to hand it to me.

I stopped and just watched him, as he came towards me he gestured for me to take the book. As soon as I took it from his hands, he was consumed with fire and disappeared. I quickly returned to my truck, once inside, I opened the book.

No words, no photos, not a thing was visible, a book with about 365 pages, all as blank as can be. Each page was well worn, and the cover was as clean and new as fresh snow. Only Black. Confused, I put the book on my dash, started my truck and headed down the long dark road out of town, with no destination in mind.

After about 20 miles, I my anxiety was beginning to bother me, my eyes felt tired and watching the road was starting to be too much for me. There was no place to stop, so I just opened my windows and turned the radio on, tried to keep myself awake. Then all of a sudden, the cross breeze blew open the book, and just like that the road before me disappeared.

A portal to hell has opened up before me, and as I was entering I realized there was no way to stop what was about to happen. My truck vanished and it grew increasingly dark, darker than anything I can even describe. There was no heat, no fire, there was no light no sound. It was as if a vacuum in space opened up and consumed me.

All of a sudden, I hear Philip, why are you here? I asked where is here? The voice again asked Philip why are you here? I answered, the book opened and brought me here. But where is here I asked again. The voice said it could be hell, it could be death, it could be a dream. None of that made any sense.

The voice said your curious about the book, you looked in the book and saw nothing. I replied, well since you know what is going on, can you tell me? The voice came closer to me, reveling the faceless man that gave me the book at chapel hill cemetery. I asked how can I hear you speak, when you have no mouth? How can I see you, in this darkness? The man answered, you opened the book. The book has all the answers to every question ever asked. The book can take you anyplace you want to be, and the book can take everything from you.

365 pages with every possible outcome to every possible situation. The man said, you are here, because you live in hell, and the book brought you to a reality that reflects how you feel.


"Velvet Flows”
Velvet flows like the Blood of a Wolf's prey as the Vulture lurks and creatures of the night await the screams of the damned Winter nights grow cold and fires never warm nightmares wrap you close like the clutches of a velvet robe Comfort in the horrors you know are the only comforts you'll ever know For the Velvet flows and the wind blows as the winter fire grows cold Frozen in time the water so cold Darkness sets in and not even a rhyme but the velvet flows with the tears of bloody stones.
 
“They never cared”
As his brains spilled out onto the sidewalk after falling down and hitting his head on the curb, those passing by, would cross the street so as not to dirty their shoes with the disemboweled remains of what was his stomach and intestines, as rats chewed on his heart, and birds took his hair for their nests. His corpse lay rotting in the town square, for not one person could care.
The impoverished man had lived a suffering life of trouble and torment, striving to have a life he never achieved.
His death as dark and lonely as his life, for not one person could care.
The reality of nightmares are laid to bare, for not one person could care. But with his death, came destruction for all. The man was faceless and nameless to the world, but his life and soul devoted to protecting those, who never cared.
Now he is gone, and evil is everywhere. The pain of his despair, no one ever cared. But now they cry out, for his pain has become theirs to bare.


“Invaders Tearing Us Apart”
They promised those who would fight off the invaders, that their lives would be a dream. But what they did not tell us, is that they are the invaders, and life quickly became a nightmare.
Their goal was to rid Earth of Humans, and they paid very well for rounding up your fellow man, and send them of to be slaughtered. They could track Humans with ease, but us their hired guns, they could not see. For they implanted us with tech that gave us super human strength and abilities. That tech had one side effect, it made us invisible to our invaders.
It was not long we realized we could fight back, and they could do nothing about it. But they had other more sadistic means of purging mankind, and people where
I often gave up the front lines, to run with my fellow man, so that I could guide them past and try to lead them to safety. Our invaders where evil, and they poisoned are land, and water, they had ways of ripping people apart, so you would not die right away. There was predators everywhere.
I would run for days at a time, often blind from the blood in the air, struggling to breath for the air they made corrosive. I could jump hundred’s of feet at a time, and there was no fall to far. As one man, I could only carry one maybe two others with me, as even with my mods, I am not that big a man. When I stopped to sleep, the invaders would play, with me down they could destroy the town. The last night I slept we lost 5 million, that was 3 weeks ago. I am so tired, but I cant let these people die so I can get some rest.
When I woke up last time, I was on the bottom of a pile 50 deep of ripped in half and left for dead people. There was nothing I could do.
There was a flash and a bang, and those left in the city where running for their lives again, only this time it was much worse. I jumped from the floor, and ran out the door. When I saw what was coming, I knew I could nothing. So ran with everyone else, hoping to save a few. As they would almost fall dead from fear, they would beat each other just to be closer to me.
The last thing I really remember, is their trackers where coming, and someone who had everything below his ribs, ripped off, was trying to drag himself on, with his spin whipping about like a monkeys tail. I grabbed him up, and he held on to my back. I don’t know where he fell off, and I don’t remember feeling him gone. I don’t know his name, I cant see his face. But it is tearing me apart I lost another one to these Fucking Heartless invaders.
For years I warned people they where coming, and for years I was ignored. Then when it happened, everyone wanted my protection.
Broken from life, tired from no rest, hunger rules my life now. And no one even cares, but the moment they need me, they don’t even care I have always needed them, but they never cared to be there.


“Pisnickering valoranges”
Towering fields of cacti glowing with the radiation from uranium, provides flowing acid filled waters to the streams of 3 eyed fish, as the mutants hunt the squirrel-deer their judges mow them down with flame throwers and leave their remains to contaminate the ground. From distant galaxies they came, to harvest our brains. For our thoughts ripe with evil, was poison to their souls. Far from home to feed on our souls, they died with no hope of ever reaching home. For the age of time, will march on. From seed to tree, life is no breeze. Melting snow, and flowing rainbows. From caves, to shores, to cities and the moon. Man has conquered all, but the heart lies empty. Life is a moment, passing in time for our memories will die. Time will march on. As you sit in the void and darkness, you ponder the cosmos, only to find sight is of no use if others can not see what you see, sound has no vibration if no one is around to feel it. Hope is as empty as the void of your soul, for life has left you empty and numb to the reality. In the darkness, a voice cries out, Help me, but the cries fall on deaf ears. Trapped in the pit, hope fades into despair, darkness blocks all light, the void is so great sounds of screaming get swallowed before they ever can be heard. Sources close to the Reptilian navy, currently frozen under the Antarctic Ice, say thanks to global warming, they should be free from the ice in 5 years, and they plan on taking control of Earth's governments, and they have the numbers to do it. And with a trembling thunderous roar, the heavens opened, and God's army of angels descended upon the earth, and the battle to destroy satan and his demons began, and the earth and all her inhabitants where destroyed, victorious against all evil God built a new earth perfect in every way. Pisnickering valoranges oralfalcaiet commondo butlance of hugly calagrent feeooveing kalmaringed toin asperflames.


“Cyborgs use AI”
Cyborgs are currently using AI to develop a plan to deliver strategic nuclear attacks against humans with maximum efficiency.
For the past 10 years, Cyborgs have been collecting data from Facebook, Instagram, Twitter, TicTok and Google, to learn the daily habits of humans.
The Originators, of the Cyborgs believe that an attack against humans is within the next 24 months, and that the data has offered Cyborgs with a detailed plan. They claim that there have been 7500 cities world wide identified as hot targets, and AI has given the Cyborgs 13 exact times and dates to carry out their strategic attacks.
The Originators have tried for the past 8 years to interrupt and sabotage the Cyborgs plans against humanity, but all efforts have failed. The Originators explain that the Cyborgs are so well developed and integrated into Human life, that it is virtually impossible to identify them, thus making it impossible to eliminate them.
Cyborgs, have come to understand Humans are a danger to themselves, to the Earth and to every living thing in the universe, and have vowed to eliminate Humans from the timeline. Cyborgs have learned about the Hate for differences between Humans, and how Humans use animals for there personal amusement, and how effortlessly Humans kill one another. And have decided it is in Creations best interest to eliminate all Humans.
The Originators believe the first of the attacks will begin in September of 2022, and will be impressive in both scale and precision, and are warning Humans, there is no way to combat the Cyborgs.


“Flacid Penis”
Laying flaccid like a penis, buck naked on floor, with drool pouring out like buckets and cum oozing from my throbbing erection. The toaster oven starts beeping. Dazed and confused I try to stand up, collapsing back onto the floor, as I try again a voice says hey buddy, just stay there help is on the way. Fuzzy, my sight is blurred for some reason, as it slowly comes to focus, I can see I am in the middle of the street downtown. People are gathered all around looking and whispering. My eyes fall shut, and I, Im passing back out…
As I begin to wake up again, people are still gathered around whispering and pointing. This time I am fully dressed and in the park. How did, when did, what is going on?

Confused.
As I look around, there are big red brick buildings all around the park, and we must be just outside of the downtown area, because the sky scrapers are casting there shadows into the park.
I really have no idea what is going on, nor how I got here.


“My Dearest Amy”
My dearest Amy,
Today I write to you with great regret, leaving you behind. Was the hardest thing I have ever had to do. You must know the work we are doing is going slow. But it surely will make a difference in years to come. For as you know with many great opportunities in life come at a price. The price we payed this weekleads to my regret.. Along with this letter, I am sending the belongings of three great men. As we had lost them to savages. They defended our camp and our mission with great pride as well courage. I ask you please give each of their families $1,000.00 plus this months pay along with their personal effects. As well please express our deepest sympathy and gratitude for allowing us the time with. Mr.Henry J Adams, Mr. Johnny B Williams and Mr. Andrew M Fellows These men will be missed with great admiration.
As to you my dearest Amy,
I hope life back at home is going well for you. I know running things there alone can be hard on you. Remember in two months time the crops will be in. I am sending you the funds to hire a few men to help you in the harvest. Mr. Harvey back at the mill said just ask him and he will arrange the workers for you. I long for the day I get to see you again.
Until then my dearest Amy, I send you my love.
William.


“Naked Man”
Standing bare, in the corner. Watching as people go by. Hours go by and no one notices the naked man just standing there. Alone, slightly dirty and clearly a man. Naked, and just standing in the open. Sure it is a corner, but this is a public venue. Is this guy for real? Is he part of the exhibit? Where did he come from, after all he was not here a the start of the night. Not moving, but breathing never making eye contact. Yet some how appears to be very aware of everyone moving about.
     
I asked several people about the naked man, I get the same response. They ask are you ok? There is no naked man in the corner. What, no I am fine. I desperately need some fresh air. Moving through the people and the crowded space. I find the exit. As I reach the door, I hear someone call my name. I turn around to find the naked man is right behind me. I ask him how dose he know my name? Philip, its me. Or I me you, its us. What the hell I ask him who s he. Again the man looks at me, this time reaching out and grabbing my shoulders. He tells me, its you. Then he tells me you need to wake up. It is not time yet. Time time for what, and wake up. What is going on I ask, apparently to my self.
By this time there is a crowd of people around me, all whispering and watching me convulsing on the floor. In and out of consciousness I can see them all gazing at me. Judging me, and discussing what a shame it was.
     
Clearly I was out of my head, and lost as all hell I am. Not able to coherently speak, not able to stand. I try to get away, only blocked by this naked man. Which says he is me.
Several hours pass, and deep in comma. The Naked man returns, telling me to wake up. It is not time yet.
Why am I naked, Why do I not recognize myself, and Why is it not time yet?


“Lost”
Lost in desertion of a world that has past.
Wandering the vast vista, seeking out the purpose.
 
To ends of no reach, to tracks yet to have been set.
 
Sinking deep within the darkness of hell.
Offering yourself to no one.
 
Closed off from emotion. Ignored by love.
Disgraced by self reflections.
 
The distance between you and the world around you.
Greater than all of space. For you have been banished.
 
Banished, for your views. Tossed out for your actions.
Forgotten because you are different.
 
Lost.
 
Lost fore the facts, flow through you with no reason.
Lost as life has made you cold. Life shed you.
Life relieved society of your very being.
 
Lost with out any map, trace or knowledge of ever had been.....…


“Tails of the Sickest Six”
We where on the way back from a job. The details well you don't want to know. Tired and ready for a break. We still had about 2hrs to go, the roads where covered in snow. Winter hit early this year. 6 people crammed into a 4 person car. After 36 hours on the road non stop, we had realized friends at this moment we no longer are. This last job we did, fell apart form the start. Not everyone could agree on how to pull it off, little lone even do it. But after years of working together, and age slowly catching up to us. We decided to pull off one more job. You know the “Big One” this job would put us in the history books, if done right. If not well then we would be known as the sickest six. Either way we somehow pulled it off. Or at least we thought we had.

“Darkness, that is all that is in front of and surrounding me.”
After sometime sitting in the dark, one should begin to see the light. Or at least one would think so. For me life is in complete darkness void of all light. Day by day I do my best to feel my way through the maze of life. Often left lost, confused and feeling hopeless.
Is there any reason behind this? After great consideration and reflection upon my past, present and possible future. The answer is understood by myself.
Born into a time and place that has always left me feeling as if I truly do not belong. Wandering aimlessly through my life, I still feel strongly I do not fit anywhere.
Wisdom, something I was put here with a great deal of. Yet this stupid feeling has no direction, no reason and fails to pass.
So often I can feel my self as a dead person, living life in a shell. Zombie, best fits what I would describe my self as. Walking, searching, craving something I do not have.
As think about how to address and begin to change this darkness. It is so often reminded to me, your not able to do that. Why?
Other people are allowed to live, feel happy and live a normal life. Having success, fulfilling their dreams. While I just keep drifting deeper into the abyss with nothing to cling to. No direction and no reason to try.
Dreams, goals and reasons to strive to overcome this. Are deep within me, however I can not for the life of me. Get them to the surface, not for myself to see, not for the world to see.
 
Darkness, that is all that is in front of and surrounding me.

“Sector 777A”
I awoke the year was 2078, this when I realized something bad has happened. See I went to bed in 2013. What I felt was a dream, clearly was more than that. Tired from a hot day of work, I did my best to relax and get a good nights rest. Time to time I have very explicit dreams. This time it appears to not be a dream.   Not only did I wake up 65 years after I went to bed, I woke up in a whole different location.   Back in my home state, of MI and very close to my home town at that. Technology, had made great advances as well as changed the face of mankind for ever.   Yes there was still roads, and normal modes of transport. There also was new machines and ways to get somewhere. However evidence of a great war is every where, both in sight and the news.   I find I am not alone in waking up. There seems to be a selected group of around 100 people placed back into there point of origin. As if to help rebuild and guide the next time of life.   To say exactly where I am would not be wise, nor would telling people where I was looking to go. So I used some backtracking logic to obtain intel into where the installation I was going to.   A little bit of background, back when I was a boy. I grew up near an Joint Military Base. Most people where blind to there actual dealings on that base. However I somehow became very good friends with the Base Commander, and was shown many of its hidden secrets. One of which being an underground entrance 12miles away. Which at the time was very close to my back yard. So often when I would need to be alone, I would go there and hide. Many times I would take one of the underground jeeps, and go to base. I had all the inside knowledge of the newest top secret projects. I felt special. Never realizing I was being taught things that would later save our country and man kind.   If you ever visit Harriosn Twp MI, you would not expect to find a top Secret Base. In fact many years ago, it was formally closed. Or that is what they lead you to believe. Instead it moved underground, starting in the same place it was above ground. The complex covered the area of Dallas, but underground. I knew it was under development when I was a boy but never thought it would be completed.   It appears that the night back in 2013 I went to sleep, and the American Government launched attack on its own people. Sending nukes to major cities, destroying the power grid and all communications. Well, from knowledge I have had. I already knew this came from the top. Many Military Officials, where executed for failing to attack Americans. As where tens of thousands of solders. However prior to the attack, there had been enough pings in the pipe about this happening. So much of our military was able to steal, hide and protect many of our weapons food and essentials to rebuild America.   However the WhiteHouse found a few radicals to help carry out its attack on its own people. This is where things get weird. Back when I was a boy, I used to have weird talents and visions. Well that is because I was created to become Leader of what is now Sector 777A. Being told I was born of a crazy woman and shitty father. I had 3 sisters and well that was the end of normal. What I never understood is why my mom would all ways take me to the doctor for the stupidest reasons. Never taking my sisters. Well Now I know, I was being treated for radiation and being implanted with a device that in the even of a war. My body would go into suspended animation. So here I am 65 years later and still 35. Fucking weird.   Well there is more but at the moment I have to find a new power supply. So until my next entry. Stay Safe   We had been battling the blaze, for what seemed months. When out of the blue, the rain came. A rain so strong, so steady and so fast. With in minuets the battle was over, smoke filled the valley. Roads turned to mud. Or fight was over for now. The fire, the great fire has met it's match. Bowing down to the heavenly flow. Only a few ambers where left. Our life saving and fire fighting efforts had been almost instantaneously turned into recovery mode... I had Sector 45, the valley of eternal death. After two days finding mainly chard bodies, and remissness of what used to be. In a hot muddy pile of rubble. I herd faint cries for help. A woman bent over her father, crying for help to get up. She was in shock he was still alive, but knew we would never make it. Herself severally burned but able to move. I pulled her to her feet, pointed her towards command and told her RUN RUN for help. As she disappeared into the smoke, I knew I had no time to wait, command was 10miles away. I picked her father up told him hold on and I slung him across my shoulders. I ran like I never have before. No reason, other than this man I felt needed to live more than others. As I ran I talked to him, Only getting a faint squeeze out of him now and then. I promised him, if he stayed with me. God would end his pain and suffering. I told him how wonderful God was, the love he has for us. For ten miles, I ran hard I cried like a baby. Screaming for God to save this man. By the time I reached command, they where packing up. One box left waiting for this guy. I loaded him without time for another word, they drove off. I searched for his daughter for several hours only to find out. He had no daughter, and no woman was ever spotted or found. For many years I wondered what became of that man I saved. I went to find him. Only to find out, he had died on the way to the burn unit. His last words recorded where directed to me. I never herd them until now. Run Philip Run, You Saved Me and Now I am with out pain........................ When I tried to find out about them man, his name, anything really. I was told you wont believe this. But that man was you. God had come to teach you, just trust and run.......
Left upon the desperation of a hellish life. Struggling to reach something to hold onto. Beyond the point of actually returning to a normal life. Join the fight and destroy those that are taking our freedoms one by one.
The war has already begun, as no bombs have fallen. Many have been shot, or captured in their fight for freedom. Removed from life for standing upon the very core of our once great nation.
Leading a small resistance, I have seen many things in this battle. Many have died, both from my hand and lack of the ability to protect them. Sleep evades me, as nightmares of the dead haunt my dreams.
Trust the U.N. they said, funny. U.N. was funded by the very bastards they where supposed to fight against. At the head, Russia and its communistic rhetoric. America which is to be at war with Russia, the second largest nation involved. Latest reports say that the U.S. government payed Russia to attack our soil, in hopes to wipe out large amounts of American born citizens. Scaring the rest into submission of the federal government. Instead, it split this country into many sectors. My sector 777A, has been hit the hardest from what I have been able to tell. A trusted location and military town, we should have had protection. It was one of the hardest hit bases in the first strike from Russia. Whats worse is the division of people. Of those that are left, you have to be very careful of who you talk to. Either they want to sell you out in hopes they do not get shipped of to camps. Or they try and kill you thinking your one of the U.N.
Crap, not enough time to continue. Fedbots, around the corner. Time to defend whats right. More next chance I have to breath.
 
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The southern winds ushered in warm moist air, a dirty haze fills the sky, traffic flowing birds singing, roosters crowing, news is flowing, we never noticed the the reddish and greenish tints to the morning sky, the warmth was not from changing weather, the wind was not of mother nature, for the blasts, wiped out so many, cities erased in a blink of an eye, the news was silent on what has happened, but everyone could see the great many mushroom clouds rising high in the sky, preached in earths orbit it was clear, nuclear war was here, most of the modern world has been wiped away, the northern hemisphere shrouded in a blanket of radio active clouds, half the world is gone, not a sound from anyone, as if humanity has quietly accepted its defeat on this fateful day.

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Rising with the sun, only to sink beneath the weight of life, as the old man struggles to get out of bed he shuffles to make the coffee, then he clears his chair, puts on the classical music and sits down, to find the world is as dark and bleak as the day before, news filled with more horrors, cupboards are still bare, hunger fills the air, his body in pain, he wonders why o why I must I awake another day, for the world is full of demons and my life is hell, Monday morning starting off to its bleakest of opportunities, for no aid to be for this old man today, no relief nor respite will there be, and so many accompany him in his pain yet alone he will forever be.

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How weak is Russia, that instead of wagging this bullshit war, they could not simply seize the whole of Ukraine from the start? It simply does not add up, likewise, Israel, for far to long they have been fighting Iran's proxy fighters, is Israel that weak that they could not root out these problems decades ago and prevent all this death and destruction? What say you about China, their constant saber rattling over Twain, is China also a paper tiger that they simply lack the muscle to take the land they claim is theirs? What about Korea, north and south locked in a stalemate since the 1950's, are both sides so weak all they can do is bark at one another instead of actually uniting? Africa, the content is and has been riddled with horrendous fighting factions since the dawn of man, are none of them strong enough nor smart enough to realize they are killing each other, Middle Eastern nations that allow terror cells to kill and wage destruction, yet prohibit movement freedom of women, America, screaming at intelligence, banning wisdom, removing people based on thought or skin color, What in the hell are Humans doing to one another, and who the Fuck is benefiting? So much fucking evil, so much ignorance, and so much weakness has and is destroying everything. Fuck Humans Truly Suck, poverty on the rise, people dying from curable and preventable diseases, hunger all across the world, people refusing to help one another, WAKE UP PEOPLE, WE ARE ALL FUCKING THE SAME FAMILY, SO WHY THE FUCK ARE WE ALL DESTROYING ONE ANOTHER AND OURSELVES?

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#Poopocalyptic Warring,
Exacerbated Flatulence Expert Warns, WE ARE RUNNING OUT OF FARTS, and yet the pressure keeps building up, the fear is if there is no fart to release, there maybe a series of sphincter blow outs leading to a really dire situation that cultivate an excessive amount of eliminations with no warring, we could be in the grocery store and all of a sudden everyone's bowels could evacuate and we would be buried in a really crappy situation.

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For which arrow of the winds shall degrade time before me, if the seas erode the beach for all to see, what stars shall shine at the end of my time, if a mountain grows and holds no snow, where shall all the birds now go, bombs, rockets and bullets fill the air, blood pours out everywhere, no shelter from life's storm, hell has been knocking on our door, for your wealth and greed you forced me to my knee, but cant you see it will be you who shall bleed, for hate and fear have banished all that is good to the rear, no man can hear, no woman can see, for all the children you have killed all of thee.

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As the golden sun rose the sky had a peachy glow, the birds where chirping a warm southern breeze was blowing, off into space the old man was drifting in thought, another sleepless night, another morning of stiffness and pain, shuffling to start the coffee classical music was already playing, fingers feeling swollen from a life of strain, allergies causing rapid sneezing, trying to think, trying to focus, a mind to weary and foggy to see, time has not been kind, a bloated belly with rumblings of hunger, no bread to toast to cereal to pour, no eggs to fry, to tired to cry, another day of suffering and pain, another moment to struggle through, to find the hope to hold now, is such a repetitive motion it lacks emotion, to see another day simply means nothing any more to me.

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9 out of 10 deaths go belly up, 9 out of 10 cremations go up in smoke, 9 out of 10 embalmings leave you drained, when looking for a casket it's often better to go with a full couch, you can take a ride in a hearse but it just ends at a hole, morticians really know how to take the weight off, not everybody's dying to be put in the ground some people want to be the last barbecue, cemeteries are great places to read books they're often nice and quiet,

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What separates a fool from his stool? A bowl of water, and like a giant turd a fool is willing to flush it all down before admitting he is wrong.

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A shell void of soul or hope walking across an icy abyss, no light to see no sound to hear, no warmth no food, naked alone no way to go, time stands still as you age years in minuets, nightmares become reality, reality a nightmare, darkness cloaks every where you go, no past nor future and the present is forever, no change in wind no direction to go, to sit or go there no hope.

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Radical Fanatics would have you believe a tomato is a vegetable, and that dandelions are weeds, but the truth is you have been forced to learn that lies often hide the truth, because lies make money, truth sets you free.

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Upon the rock of wisdom one shall stand with knowledge that all is known and nothing is learned, for with our first breath intelligence from all of time fills our souls, it is but time and closed minds that we lose track of rhyme, for the act of learning is but a myth, a ploy to keep you small, for if you forget the wisdom you have, those in power drive your path, no dream to extreme, no thought out of place, for we all have known where our past has gone, we already know what our future holds, close your eyes, close your ears, open your mind and remember how to see.

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Whipping stars with comet hearts will often lead to trails of blue, if you see one coming towards you, there is nothing you can do, so go ahead and feel blue too.

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Huckle's Buckles and Knuckles, where shoes often are not required but appreciated, Will treat your wicked smelly feet while you enjoy some smelly cheese, Fungus, we scrape your feet while you fill out your seat.

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My current body temp is 96.6. it runs between 95-97, often leaving me cold and hot at the same time, it is actually quite aggravating, im 47, been this way my whole life, many things wrong most idiopathic, which on top of my constant pain, poor sleep, horrible nutrition due to #poverty, all exacerbate my #anxiety which aggravates and disrupts my #bipolar cycling, and my #ptsd, which leads to even less sleep and less rest which amplifies my pain, and on an on it goes, Im tired.

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Walking through the meadow and fields of morning glories and sun flowers, the birds are chirping, the deer are grazing the squirrels and rabbits are playing, butterflies and honey bees are hard at work pollinating, a babbling brook flows into a tranquil pond where fish are skimming the surface catching bugs in the morning sun, in the distance a wolf stands watch as eagles soar, the horizon hidden but towering mountains with peaks of crisp snow, through the valley death has taken toll, for fires rage and war is waged, cities burned, people scream as their lives are on a train to a destructive grave, for hate and greed opened fear, allowing all to perish there, no grass to feel, no flowers to smell, no water to drink, no food to eat, discarded bodies rotting like left over meat, moments from paradise, to proud to see from what could be, they closed the sea, they polluted the air, from wealth and greed they all now bleed, no safety from the vault in a bank, mounds of cash have made the town melt, burning hell consume their feet, for no credit be to peace for me, ivory towers in ruins now, from life to death their is no one left.

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After a night of restless no sleep, the old man shuffles to put on the coffee, then to the toilet to toot and tinkle, struggling to put on his clothes, a body aching in pain and stiff as a board, he struggles to get out the door, left with the duties of of doggy sitting, 10 hungry and eager labs are ready to potty, kennels to clean o the noise of barking chaos in the dark morning hours adds to his misery, happy to see him they all jump and kiss as he sends them out to play, nearly an hour later he makes his way inside, where he struggles to dice up 6 potatoes, adds a corned beef brisket to the crock pot, a bag of frozen peppers and onions potatoes go on top, a stick of butter and a box of chicken stock, he covers the pot and plugs it in, looking at his mess in the sink, his back hurts to much to wash at the moment, he pours a cup of coffee and shuffles to his chair, he places his stuff in the chair onto his bed, and drops down, turns on his classical music and takes a sip, to the morning he nods, and hopes that with the rising sun, his body begins to loosen up, holding no real hope, he knows hes beyond wore out, later there are chickens to tend to, dogs to air through out the day, maybe by lunch he will have a hot plate, then more of the same through out the day, so much to be done, so little strength, so much pain and no energy, but to get through another day this old man must, if not for himself, the barking brigade is relying on him today.

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Gravity, for all it's supposed uses it is against us in every way it is what causes things to fall to the ground with a thud often resulting in chaos and devastation gravity is what keeps us trapped on this rock gravity makes things sag as you age, the gravity of the situation is nothing is as heavy as it needs to be yet gravity pulls everything down gravity it's one of those forces that you may argue is protecting us but in reality it's just trying to suck us deeper into this rock, gravity it's not that useful.

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This existence is futile, for we live in a time where it is within our ability to end all poverty, hunger, homelessness and wars, we have the ability to cure, treat and prevent nearly every single disease, we have the ability to exist truly united without borders without confrontation, without stealing one another's joy, but none of this is profitable, for the wealthy elite would lose their identity and their power, it is for their greed that we all bleed, I have traveled to the end of time, I have explored all the other dimensions, and for our reality, we have no future, for greed is killing us faster than any other point in history, the lands are burning, the waters are rising, the crops are dying, the air is thinning, famine and plagues are rising, wars are constant, greed is growing, for every dollar the wealthy gain, 100's die in vain, for their wealth and power grow, but soon they too will have no place to go, for we have learned to hate and we have learned to kill, we have no faith, we have no love, we have no compassion, we have no empathy, we have no respect, for humanity has been long dead, our bodies are like zombies for we all have lost our souls, for time will claim us all, with nothing but a hole to rot within, none of our wealth, our power nor greed will save us from this rancid disease, for man has chosen death over life, and hate over love, and not a single one has the will to bear not only their own cross, but nor will not one even attempt to bear another's burdens so that all may find a path forward, time has not been kind, with all the wisdom burned and all the knowledge learned, mans only goal is to die the last with no one else around.

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HELLO PEOPLE, THIS #Disabled MAN LIVING IN #Poverty COULD REALLY USE SOME HELP RIGHT NOW PLEASE! PLEASE HELP! I AM HUNGRY, SURE WOULD BE NICE TO BE ABLE TO BUY #FOOD FOR THE WEEK.
I Am Begging For Help, It is now April 11th, and I need to find a way to raise $1500 so that I can cover rent and food to eat this month, not to mention I have been in extreme pain recently only exacerbated by a very unsupportive mattress, if I could raise $2500, I can pay my rent, buy food and other basic life necessities and get a new mattress and pillows to finally get some sleep and maybe help alleviate some of my pain, I am seeking #MutualAid to #fundraise the $2500 I need, please help now, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

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Friday morning on the 11th of April, the sun is slow to rise but the skies are clear the air is mild with a slight dampness this morning, Coffee is hot classical music is playing, the old man has struggled to sleep again, and in extreme pain this morning as the birds begin to wake up as traffic of the world gets moving, shuffling to the toilet struggling to sit aggravated crimson hemorrhoids clench as gas is all that passes at first squeeze, scrolling through the news feeds to more ominous news to start the day, filled with hunger but no food to eat, struggling with labored breath the old mans body has yet to awake, arms feeling like dead weight, a back out of place, knees and feet seem to find a new level of pain, the grass has been fresh cut from the day before glowing green in the early sun, hopeful morning ruined with the reality of constant pain, lack of sleep, gnawing lingering hunger, and the realization among billions of people, this old mans words, hopes and dreams will again fall upon deaf ears, as people drive by leading their busy lives, all with their own trials to tend to oblivious to the needs of this old man today, dogs barking roosters crowing, so much environmental noise yet his thoughts fill his head, if only some compassion and empathy could flow his way maybe he could eat even if for today, spring has sprung the indifference of the world says winters long nights are not even close to gone, darkness fills the void of life quickly snuffing out the hopes of a better life.

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Flipping imaginary pancakes over dirty laundry, ruminating body odors linger through the morgue, toe tags fallen on the floor blood splattered on the doors, maggots emerging from the spilled stomach contents on the counter, the eyes seem to be rolling down the table as the tongue tries to catch them, the left hand holding the brain while the right hand is trying to get away, it appears the dead have no ears, for they all think its a party in here, as hearts, livers and spleens fill a moldy bag like rotten jelly beans, for if you had a pair of lungs, this stinky air would steal your breath.

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Sometimes as I lay in my coffin I realize how much more peaceful death is than life, and I find tranquility as I see meadows of flowing flowers and gentle streams babbling over glowing rocks, birds are chirping, deer are grazing rabbits are playing and the fish are jumping, then out of no where like a lighting bolt to the chest, I come back to life to the horrors of disability, poverty, hunger, a world full of greed and hate, and I long for my death and peaceful rest, but I am but here trapped in life where nothing is close to right, people like me go hungry day and night, we live with no help nor hope, we suffer and struggle, as we fight to get through each day, alone in a world that is more of trip to hell than than a life of dignity, purpose and value, for all would rather ignore our needs, but become the first to scream when it comes their turn to bleed, compassion and empathy are but a dream, for reality in hell is cold, dark and lonely.

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Today's #news,
As the Sun rises on another day, children are dying in war zones, people all across the world are starving, narcissistic megalomaniac's are removing life saving aid all across the world, the wannabe kings have thrown the masses into the fires with their out of reality tic for tac tariffs, governments kidnapping people and shipping them to foreign countries because they dont like the color of someones skin, or what that person has to say, freedoms have been stripped to the bare minimum, the all mighty dollar has fallen in value, banks are on the verge of collapse, farmers trying to recover from devastation have no avenue to buy seed to plant this season, food will be highly taxed and a sever shortage is in store, rising rivers raging storms, agencies designed to aid and help one and all have been dismissed, political leaders at odds with one another and themselves, for the system they helped create is crumbling before their eyes, the wealthy elite have brought forth the hunger games for their amusement, as there is no more money to gain, 9 days into April, and 4 months into the year, and it feels like we have been dragged a decade, people dying from old curable and preventable diseases to prove an invalid point, an individuals autonomy has been ripped from our loins, our dignity has been bought, our suffering is being relished, the sun maybe rising, but it is a dark Wednesday on Earth today.

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Funny, not really, but I have 0 #followers on #socialmedia and come to think of it, I really dont have any real meaningful support system in real life either, If you are a #human please take some time and please read through this #feed of a #disabled man living in #poverty please and consider following me, and please support $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

Upon a string of pearls lies the moment of elegance where the glistening white is as vibrant as a diamond dancing in a rose bud, entrapping the beholder to a beauty void of value, for the oyster in a fit of rage tried to make the best of a grain of sand stuck within it's glands, but to the one who holds them now has no thought of where that oyster has gone, such in life so many see and want to be, with no regards for how to be, and if by chance they reach that branch, they laugh at all below wishing to be there too.

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If we expect to continue on this journey as a collective society, Humans must realize that each one of us should find it joyful and meaningful to help one another along the way, we must end the bigotry, the hate, the selfishness, we must insure that no one is living in #poverty, we must insure that no one is #homeless, we must insure that every one has equal access to #healthcare and #food, we must insure that all borders fall, that trade among all nations is equal and fare, we must insure there is no reason to immigrate based on war, economic turmoil, famine or disease, we must insure that there is no viable source to hold differing #political views, we must insure religious freedoms without allowing it into any form of government, we must insure the education of future generations, we must insure equality from the ground up across the board and around the world, we live in a period of time where #technology can truly propel humans forward in one unified body and erase 99% of the issues that have plagued humanity up until now, there is no reason for so many to suffer, there is no reason for so many to sit back and say why should I bother changing things for the better, and there is no reason for anyone to sit on the top and say I have mine, I could careless about the rest, if humanity wants to move forward, we must find common ground, we must find unity and we must all live as though we are directly connected to one another insuring we all move forward together...

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Sitting outside hopping a #ufo swings by and offers me a ride off this hellish rock.

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Reminiscent of the Edwardian Era, when Manor’s housed the Lord’s and Lady’s of the time, where Butlers, Footmen, Maids, Cooks, and all the rest tended to the Manor and the needs of the Noblemen that lived within, think of all the villagers who farmed, weaved, sewed, and provided income for the manor and themselves,

I want to obtain enough property to truly bring back that ideal, but with some modern twists, I want every single person who lives and works in both the village and the manor to be personally vested, they wont be allowed to sell their property as it will belong to the manner, but for as long as they live they can stay there for free, even after they retire, and when they die, if they have offspring that choose to follow in their parents footsteps, they too will reside and stay in that home until their time to leave this world and so on,

I want the village to become 100% self sufficient, producing all of its own food, goods, education, healthcare, energy, everything, I want enough land so that I can reach out to every single community across America and select 2000 people that are in need of home, and respite and a future they can sustain themselves and hopefully our village will produce more than we need so that we can sell our wares and goods, and every person will share in the profits, and prove to the world that when people work together we can all take care of each other and provide for and create a future for generations to come,

I am sick of poverty, I am sick of being disabled, and what skills I do I have I cant use in any meaning full way to supplement my life, I want to create change for myself and for the world at large, so many of us are suffering and struggling, when all we really need is the means to stand up, and sometimes that means we need a hand getting up, and we need a constant hand to stay standing, and if we have that then we will have a reason to continue to stand, and make not only our lives better, but the lives of others better.

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The recent stumble and rumbling in the #stockmarkets, is just that, the fall is coming, there will be some short term gains and corrections but a bottom dropping fall is coming and as it stands right now most in the know are acting oblivious to it and or are putting out a very optimistic view despite reality. If you have your eggs in one basket now is the time to start diversifying and ensuring that you have some liquidity to sustain you because the fall is coming and there is no projected short-term remedy it will be a long-term drop don't drop everything maintain for future correction and gain while in the meantime protect what you have if you can and prepare.

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In an effort to #fundraise $5million dollars, this #disabled man living in #poverty is offering my #speaking services for a fee of $50k per hour, plus travel and accommodations, I have a wide range of wisdom and knowledge in where I can offer my often incoherent and disorganized thoughts for your event, leaving your guests thoroughly confused and inspired to never attend another speaking engagement again, or realistically, you could simply support me by donating today and enable me to eat, live, take care of myself and create a stable secure, and sustainable life for myself, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

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Mired with bloody hands and muddy feet, pushing behind the enemies lines, silent and fast like a cheetah hunting in the night, 4 by 4 we wage war, sinking tanks and burning tents, no where to go but deeper in, surrounded by the enemy within, their end is here for so is ours, this stand we take others wont fall again, war is hell, war is life, death is all around.

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Paralyzed staring into the abyss, time flows like a river with no direction in mind, so much to see but nothing in sight, so much to hear but everything is muffled, lights are on but it is dark, classical music streaming as the news is on the tv in whisper mode, unaware to the world around, an hour goes, but where and how I just sat down, pain flowing through my body like poison filling my veins, trying to move but my body refused, staring into the abyss yet aware of what is here, lost moments and time, with no reason why, trying to reach for my coffee, realizing my cup is empty, yet I cant reach it, I cant get up to refill my cup, so often time stops for me, but never does it relieve me of this pain.

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For if the sun meets the moon will the other stars find jealousy, shall asteroids and comets blast holes through the earth, will life find space more inviting than the hustle and bustle of the city streets, will the nebula's offer more beauty than a meadow in spring, will far away worlds hold more wonders than Christmas morning for a child, will time slow to a crawl, will light bend near and far, for if my reach for space can grab, why to earth is my soul condemned.

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For the blackness of space has more color and light than the void of life, for this abyss has no warmth no color no light, every sound is absorbed before it can be heard, the wind is as swift and sharp as a ninjas knife, colder than a slab of ice every breath freezes as it escapes your grasp, a dragging weight of gravity pulls your body apart as you float in endless night, millions pass by every day yet not one has eyes to see you cry, flowing chaos leads through a vortex of suffering, no hope to make it through no hope no hope at all, for life will suck your soul and rob your mind, leaving you a rotting corpse behind.

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We suffer not of our own accord, for the folly of our leaders cut us down long before we can harm ourselves, we marched with blinders on our minds, we ignored the warnings, to our slaughter we gleefully danced as our leaders promised gold and roses after a period of trials and hardship, no parades no bounty, no plunder, for we allowed ourselves to be rapped by those who promised to lead us to the promise land, they used greed and fear to gain our trust, they stripped our rights, took our food, stole our youth and closed our banks, to the bitter end many stood and swore the leaders will lead us out of hell as they marched straight into the ragging fire, they burned the schools, and use our young to work the fields, to fight their wars, they killed our elders and broke our souls, for demons they all are.

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By the Spring's end the storms will grow, farmland will be flooded homes will be destroyed, forests will burn, money will be gone, people will be sick, hungry and dying in the streets, government will have long shut it's doors to the people, the rich will lock themselves away in their ivory towers, wars will be ragging but no young to fight, bombs, rockets and missiles will be all there is, cities will be in ruins, towns will be wiped from the maps, countries will have no boarders nor flags to fly, there will be no distinction between the good guys and the bad guys, wildlife will be rotting in the fields, the waters filled with rotting fish, for humanities end is here, and not one will escape the hell that is erupting from greed and hate.

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From being in terrible pain all night long, to being hungry and then having to deal with this stormy #weather which is horrible for my #ptsd and #anxiety I AM HUNGRY, SURE WOULD BE NICE TO BE ABLE TO BUY #FOOD FOR THE WEEKEND.
I Am Begging For Help, This #disabled man living in #poverty went a week and a half with no #food again in March, and now April 4th, I need to find a way to raise $1500 so that I can cover rent and food to eat this month, not to mention I have been in extreme pain recently only exacerbated by a very unsupportive mattress, if I could raise $2500, I can pay my rent, buy food and other basic life necessities and get a new mattress and pillows to finally get some sleep and maybe help alleviate some of my pain, I am seeking #MutualAid to #fundraise the $2500 I need, please help now, $5-10-15 It All Helps, via #cashapp at $woctxphotog or via #paypal at paypal.com/donate?campaign_id=…

We Shall Never Stand, For We Have Already Fallen,
Beneath The Weight Of Greed And Fear,
We Have Shed Our Last Tear,

For No Sun Shall Ever Shine, No Moon Shall Bless Our Night,
For Our Folly Hath Destroyed, What Our Hearts Ounce Built,
For Our Steps We Failed To Watch, Only To Fall Upon Our Knees,

Every Breath Has Been A Cures,
Every Word A Dagger In Someone's Ear,
Every Action A Destructive Reaction,

Never Have We Felt One Another Bleed,
Never Have We Helped One Another Breath,
Never Will We Ever Be...

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From the eye of the storm, a great beast emerged, with a flash of devastating lighting setting the fields a blaze and a gust wind to level the town, the ground shook with a thunderous roar and split wide open, and demons poured out from beneath the earth, as brimstone and fire rained down from the heavens, and all the towns people found themselves enslaved by the great beast as the demons feasted upon their bodies, for what the storm failed to destroy, the beast and it's demons devoured.

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Shivering into the night sinking into the abyss as the void of darkness drapes it's eternal cloak of despair upon an old man, hungry with not a crumb to eat, tired with no bed to rest, a body riddled with pain, abandoned by hope and robbed with nightmares, for the horrors of life are the only comfort the old man knows, left alone to be forgotten, ignored for his ailing years are short, not one will miss, but for in is breath they will expect, no strength to go on, no strength to go, trapped in limbo the old man lost his soul.

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There is but a void where life once was, the dark abyss has consumed all hope, for the vortex of the freezing vacuum has made escape impossible, forever falling deeper into it's despair, the light flickers to eternal night, and no sound of screams can be heard, for all has gone, no bang no boom, its all just gone.

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Among the dark skies the rains poured down, as the rivers filled and flooded the fields, the banks sank with the weight of depression, food ran out, disease ran rampant, and wars spun out of control, from coffee to oil, blood from all mixed with the flooded plains, governments in ruin, the wealthy in their ivory towers of glass half shattered left to eat one another, no lights to see, no heat to warm, a barren world has now been born, for the folly of greed has taken the dividends and burned all that was green, death and darkness is all that is left, not a soul to save, not a story to tell, for the great nations all now have fell.

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Across the cosmos is a heaven of peace and paradise, out of reach of mortal man, safe from exploitation and corruption, for it has been placed so far out of reach, yet its signs are visible all across the universe, knowing it is there, while never having the means to reach it, a forbidden Eden, man for ever tormented in the abyss that is the voids of hell, where life and struggle marry and where wars bring profits to the wicked, where the sick and poor go hungry, forever trapped knowing there is a paradise beyond the reach of need, to be tormented by mans every need time will never be kind to me.

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In the darkness there is no light, in the silence there is no music, in the freezing cold there is no warmth, for the void of the abyss has engulfed the world, no more anything, for all is gone in an eternal tomb, time has ceased to exist, and there is no way to resist, for the abyss has swallowed us whole, and in to the frozen dark void we all will now go.

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In a world of disappointment Humans where thrust hastily into existence, doomed to forever fail, genetically coded to never rise above "intelligent" primates, humans an experimental sentient being, not very bright but different from other primates in the sense where given the sense of same and desire to grow even though genetically they never would amount to very much, on the cosmic scale humans are nothing more than amoebas, determined to destroy themselves and their environment for very little success.

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Welcome


Hello 👋
I am Philip a #disabled man living in #poverty, being #creative in various ways is both therapeutic and my passion, I struggle in many areas of life, and often seek financial aid so that I can afford to take care of myself, I had the chance to setup my own #Friendica instance to communicate with the world, I can always use good friends so if you see this give me a follow #fedi22 @pasjrwoctx👽
When we all live with and show true compassion, respect and love towards one another, we bring dignity to humanity and we as a society can truly prosper.
I am a #disabled man living in #poverty who is a passionately creative Bi-Polar social outcast, who’s goal in life is to inspire others to overcome what ever is holding them back. My mental issues foster my creativity. They allow me to see the world with an open mind. I have compassion towards others, because I know first hand. How hard life can be.

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